MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

[pasha]

friends and family thinking ive got aids is one of main things stopping me reordering tbh.

lol.

 

[Nicklazz]

this gram of mdpv I havin layin, maan Im good I really am. Sleeping, eating, going see friends etc etc. No binge, yet! Still got loads left over half a G.

EDIT

but paranoia man, starts fuckin fast these days, should really quit :S

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

Nicklazz: if you know "quitting" won't happen yet (for example you know even if you flush today you WILL be ordering again soon anyways) then try this maybe... It worked for me when I got to the point where you seem to be:

Try just snorting tiny bumps throughout the day. TINY bumps (or maybe even try oral admin). I found using one of those glass vials with the plastic little spoon attached to the plastic screw top fantastic for this purpose (sold at headshops). The spoon is small and allows you to find just the right amount by how much you scoop out of the vial. Snorting tiny amounts directly of the spoon by inserting it into the nostril works surprisingly well too.

The amount needed is tiny. Not a heaping spoon full. The objective is to find the perfect amount of PV that will keep your receptors happy and that will not produce any paranoia. If you experience paranoia that means you used to much or redosed to soon. Adjust dosing as necessary.If you get this right you may actually find yourself maintaining on PV instead of following a pattern of binging. Don't vap anymore, or at least only vap on the rarest of occasions. No porn. Porn and PV will always lead to catastrophe.

Obviously the best idea is to quit altogher... But if you already know that isn't going to happen you may beable to minimize the damage (so to speak).

 

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[Nicklazz]

Nicklazz: if you know "quitting" won't happen yet (for example you know even if you flush today you WILL be ordering again soon anyways) then try this maybe... It worked for me when I got to the point where you seem to be:

Try just snorting tiny bumps throughout the day. TINY bumps (or maybe even try oral admin). I found using one of those glass vials with the plastic little spoon attached to the plastic screw top fantastic for this purpose (sold at headshops). The spoon is small and allows you to find just the right amount by how much you scoop out of the vial. Snorting tiny amounts directly of the spoon by inserting it into the nostril works surprisingly well too.

The amount needed is tiny. Not a heaping spoon full. The objective is to find the perfect amount of PV that will keep your receptors happy and that will not produce any paranoia. If you experience paranoia that means you used to much or redosed to soon. Adjust dosing as necessary.If you get this right you may actually find yourself maintaining on PV instead of following a pattern of binging. Don't vap anymore, or at least only vap on the rarest of occasions. No porn. Porn and PV will always lead to catastrophe.

Obviously the best idea is to quit altogher... But if you already know that isn't going to happen you may beable to minimize the damage (so to speak).

Thanks for the advice mate, but I am snorting for the most, hell even meph gives me paranoia like hell these days (got trouble in real life, people talking about me neightboors etc) so that makes the paranoia even worse.

But yea maybe I dose to big, should try oral may be a good idea there bro.

No porn?! going to be hard not to.. But yea better no paranoia and no porn than paranoia and porn.

Thanks for your tip.

U ok friend?

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

Thanks for the advice mate, but I am snorting for the most, hell even meph gives me paranoia like hell these days (got trouble in real life, people talking about me neightboors etc) so that makes the paranoia even worse.

But yea maybe I dose to big, should try oral may be a good idea there bro.

No porn?! going to be hard not to.. But yea better no paranoia and no porn than paranoia and porn.

Thanks for your tip.

U ok friend?

My bad. I thought you were vaping/binging.

Some people are just more sensitive to paranoia from mdpv then others.

I've noticed certain batches cause more paranoia then others too. For instance, I had this unusual large order of mdpv arrive from China once. Stuff was snow white in color and it was almost flaky in texture. Definetly mdpv in terms of taste, odor, how it vaped, effects, etc but it was by far the smoothest PV I've ever consumed. Caused little to no paranoia... Very functional stuff. My only compliant was it was lacking in the perv department but that actually was a blessing in terms of its use as a daily functional stimulant. That order lasted me a long long time too, due to its size, and was a big part of the reason I was able to use daily for as long as I did.

I'm doing fine. Almost three weeks sober now. Feeling better every day.

I slipped up yesterday and ended up using a stimulant in the form of a benzedrex inhaler (my first time). It actually was a decent productive experience. I foolishly ordered some 2-fa while high though... So much for staying sober but at least its not mdpv. Should arrive in about a week which will put me a solid month from my last use of mdpv. Hopefully I can use it responsibily /functionally. If not its getting flushed and I will resume trying to stay completely sober.

 

[Nicklazz]

FUCKIN CAN'T TAKE THIS PARANOIA/ANXIETY SHITE ANYMORE!!!!

Even there when no pv used, im fuckin scared using my pc/doing normal stuff in my apartment, hell I don't feel safe in my homebase, AT ALL.

MDPV_P matey will answer your pm as soon as I can

And good to hear it is going good my friend!

2-fa better than mdpv for sure, hope ya can flush it.

 

[lurching]

Got knifes?

 

[Nicklazz]

loads^

When your neighbors talking shite about you, and indirect threatens you (because they kno' u sum times get psychosis) + you don't know anybody in this town, its easy to get the paranoia even without pv.

fuck my life mayn

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

No rush man.

Possibly you have too strong of an association with pv/meph induced paranioa with your current living quarters? Didn't you say earlier that you feel fine outside of the house/apartment? If so, I can relate. I had to move out of my apartment that I was living in when I first started using for very similar reasons.

Just be careful bro. That could also be a warning sign that your mental health is on the line if your experiencing intense anxiety/fear with or without using. An extended break from stims is probably necessary or you could be facing a meltdown. A true psychotic break would require an extended visit to the nut house followed by tons of psychiatry and medications for quite awhile to sort out. No fun...

 

[Tangerine Dream]

Never had any paranoia but I wouldn't use without some sort of constant benzo supply and the longest I stayed awake was 3 nights... Would then sleep wake up and dose again..sleeping every other night usually for 2-3 weeks at a time. done this 4 or 5 times in my life, lost a load of weight and didn't advance in anyway socially, job wise or any other way. That's all though, no losing my marbles or my gf or my life.

I fancy a gram or 2 now actually. This damn thread keeps being bumped!

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

It can be used responsibly. I used it every day for 6 months, single dose. No problems. Then it spiralled and it's the only drug ever that I consider might have got the better of me. Mainly down to a drug pig stim loving girlfriend. There's no drug like it for inducing paranoia. Give me crystal meth any day.

 

[Ben So Furry]

Shit SHM I always thought you were the one person in the entire universe to have used this stuff responsibly.

Nicklazz the paranoia comes sooner and harder everytime you use again. You don't need me to tell you man. You know what you need to do yeah. Quit the shit and get your life back then listen to the man SHM and get some crystal meth.

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

it's the only drug ever that I consider might have got the better of me. Mainly down to a drug pig stim loving girlfriend

Well... Seems to me that is the best worst case scenario.

If one is to completely loose themselves to mdpv I can't think of a better way then to do so while porking a drug pig stim loving woman.

You may have failed but you failed at the top of the class. Good job SHM

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

You may have failed but you failed at the top of the class. Good job SHM

Shit SHM I always thought you were the one person in the entire universe to have used this stuff responsibly.

It all started to go wrong when 2g arrived 2 days late, postmarked in a strange city, and completely open. Like my postman was staring at the powder when he handed it to me.

Other people might have cleaned their house (I never do enough hoovering ) and disposed of the PV. I just disposed the PV. Up my arse. Again and again and again until it was all gone.

I heard those sirens coming from miles away.

 

[Nicklazz]

No rush man.

Possibly you have too strong of an association with pv/meph induced paranioa with your current living quarters? Didn't you say earlier that you feel fine outside of the house/apartment? If so, I can relate. I had to move out of my apartment that I was living in when I first started using for very similar reasons.

Just be careful bro. That could also be a warning sign that your mental health is on the line if your experiencing intense anxiety/fear with or without using. An extended break from stims is probably necessary or you could be facing a meltdown. A true psychotic break would require an extended visit to the nut house followed by tons of psychiatry and medications for quite awhile to sort out. No fun...

Yea I feel fine outside/any other places than here, have to find another place to live but aint that easy sadly..

My mental health is crap in the first place, so yes I am sure it is on the line as we speak, should quit like this but ya guys know how fuckin hard it is flush sum mdpv.
I have loads of meds/taken against my ocd, to relax and sleep etc but it aint helpin shite against my paranoia. Even 100mg seoquel aint. Only get me sum sleep.

Shit SHM I always thought you were the one person in the entire universe to have used this stuff responsibly.

Nicklazz the paranoia comes sooner and harder everytime you use again. You don't need me to tell you man. You know what you need to do yeah. Quit the shit and get your life back then listen to the man SHM and get some crystal meth.

yea it fuckin does.. sadly have it also without takin any. But yes. I need to quit.

 

[Acid4Blood]

I have loads of meds/taken against my ocd, to relax and sleep etc but it aint helpin shite against my paranoia. Even 100mg seoquel aint. Only get me sum sleep.

I was in full bown MDPV psychosis while on 200mg seroquel & 40mg zyprexa!! Anti-psychotics don't even touch that shit. 8(

 

[Nicklazz]

Shiite insane^

 

[Anatrica]

gawd... it has been like this since the end of august: 1 gr 3-MMC, 1 gr Methylone, 5 gr A-PVP, 8 gr MDPV, 5 gr A-PVP <-- all i have left is like 700 mg A-PVP,,,
But i was screwd and this boy that was using me used most of it i think. I can't even stand the taste of a.pvp again todAY, UGH....

i am waiting for more MDPV, 3.MMC and 2-FA this time....

I have gone from 42 kgs to 34 kgs in a month...

*snip*

 

[MDPV_Psychosis]

A couple questions for any long time daily users of MDPV (or any related compounds):

Before I ask I would like iterate that I am not a hypochondriac. I am actually the type of person to completely ignore symptoms until they become so problematic I'm forced to deal with them.

When using and coming off of MDPV it is normal for most to experience symptoms akin to a neurological problem (Think Parkinson, Multiple Sclerosis, brain tumor). Has anyone had these symptoms persist for quite some time after quitting a daily habit and, if so, what were the symptoms and how long did those symptoms persist?

Also, has anyone had any experience with MDPV induced gynecomastia? I know its possible from the use of traditional stimulants so I cannot see any reason why its not possible from the use of MDPV.