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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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well well.. other than me want to rent a house for a week and have orgies? crazy nonstop sex/vap/snort/etc. Oh boy Im going to make that fantasy to become real. ;)

Anatrica u in? But seriously look after your self get sum food! Thinkin of u <3
 
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MDPV_Psychosis said:
When using and coming off of MDPV it is normal for most to experience symptoms akin to a neurological problem (Think Parkinson, Multiple Sclerosis, brain tumor). Has anyone had these symptoms persist for quite some time after quitting a daily habit and, if so, what were the symptoms and how long did those symptoms persist?
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There isn't much hard data yet, but similar dopamine reuptake inhibitors such as cocaine can cause chronic neurological damage:

We argue that prolonged and frequent abuse leads to biochemical and vascular cerebral insults that eventually may cause functional and structural abnormalities affecting predominantly the fronto-temporal areas.
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http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/1745431

Five patients developed previously unreported complications: anterior spinal artery syndrome, lateral medullary syndrome, transient ischemic attacks in the middle cerebral artery and vertebrobasilar artery territories, and partial motor seizures.
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http://www.neurology.org/content/38/8/1189.abstract
 
Fuckin think im getting close to get sum perm paranoid psychosis or sum delusion disorder man (if it aint already done). Should fuckin quit but im stupid as fuck.
 
Never done pv but here's what I'd do if it were like methamphetamine: dump it, and eat a large meal, and sleep. Actually, that's the best advice, but what I'd probably do is drink a six pack of beer and take a benzo. Be a better man than I.
 
^ Win <3

Ain't gonna happen cos this is the peev thread and meth has shit on peev when it comes to fiend. Thought is in the right place though. If only you knew. Thankfully you don't <3

Nick: No point me saying shit one way or t'other. You're gonna do what you're gonna do now either way. Would be great if you could check-in now though. Proper style. Shit or get off the pot.

Nick said:
Yea I feel fine outside/any other places than here, have to find another place to live but aint that easy sadly..

My mental health is crap in the first place, so yes I am sure it is on the line as we speak, should quit like this but ya guys know how fuckin hard it is flush sum mdpv.
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Is not hard is impossible. So why bother to even begin to imagine future whilst onna run? Don't. Is pointless. Your future is lines and foils and (eventually) crashes. Is all.

Ain't such a Bad Thing though. Take that bullshit you have learnt this time around and build upon. For better or for worse.

You iz paranoid. You iz stimmed. Combine the two and you iz fukked. Who wouldn't be?

You'll be sober the very moment you sleep though. At least the very moment you sleep and do not boost wakefulness. You'll be comatose in and around that. Cos could be nothing otherwise. These things is FACT!

To become truly aware of you you need to be you. And for some protracted length of time. This is hard. This is very hard. Is doable though. Very much so. But cannot be combined. Be you. Nick. Be actual you. For days, weeks. months. Just you. Your life and situation may or may not change in that time. Fukkit. Be you. Is all any person needs to beat an addiction.

You are not a drug. You are not a behaviour pattern. You are you. Don't ever let a drug take that from you.

Hope to see you soon. With or without the peev. Ideally without but really doesn't matter cos is you that wins or loses. Just you. Drugs are but a window. This one happens to be a tad more pyrollidonic than most is all. Yes we all (and the world behind us) want to know all of YOU!. But, tbh. not that much. We really don't care. Take a ticket, take a ride...

Fuck, am sounding a dick now I know... But am still gonna tell you - anything you feel to be real on peev is bullshit. Plain and simple. Above and beyond that there is wiggle-room. At its most base form? Is bullshit and you know it. Is that bullshit which tends to hurt most I know <3

Simple 'n' plainfax... if you want to feel less paranoid stop taking peev. If you want to feel less anxious stop taking peev. If you want to just sleep for a day or two (or three) with no regret then stop taking peev. Spot the theme yet?!?

Is as simple as it gets: take more peev, things get worse, take less peev things get better. I really don't know how to make that more clear...

I do know how hard it is to accept that all the same :\

Don't be a fukkin statistic, Nick. You could be that in your sleep. Fight for you. Cos we <3 you. Also plain and simple <3
 
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Buhu... 10 ngrams PV taken by customs :( So iæm sitting here on my 400 mgs that was 1 gr 2 days ago. streaching the "neverending bag" as long as possible. Hoping she won't go empty handed again. Well, still got some alpha left, but it ain't the same. Noyhing tastes as good as melted MDPV. Ehem, this one tasted less liqure...

Do you prefer tin foil, lightbulb or glass pipe when you vape?
 
Shambles said:
^ Win <3

Ain't gonna happen cos this is the peev thread and meth has shit on peev when it comes to fiend. Thought is in the right place though. If only you knew. Thankfully you don't <3

Nick: No point me saying shit one way or t'other. You're gonna do what you're gonna do now either way. Would be great if you could check-in now though. Proper style. Shit or get off the pot.



Is not hard is impossible. So why bother to even begin to imagine future whilst onna run? Don't. Is pointless. Your future is lines and foils and (eventually) crashes. Is all.

Ain't such a Bad Thing though. Take that bullshit you have learnt this time around and build upon. For better or for worse.

You iz paranoid. You iz stimmed. Combine the two and you iz fukked. Who wouldn't be?

You'll be sober the very moment you sleep though. At least the very moment you sleep and do not boost wakefulness. You'll be comatose in and around that. Cos could be nothing otherwise. These things is FACT!

To become truly aware of you you need to be you. And for some protracted length of time. This is hard. This is very hard. Is doable though. Very much so. But cannot be combined. Be you. Nick. Be actual you. For days, weeks. months. Just you. Your life and situation may or may not change in that time. Fukkit. Be you. Is all any person needs to beat an addiction.

You are not a drug. You are not a behaviour pattern. You are you. Don't ever let a drug take that from you.

Hope to see you soon. With or without the peev. Ideally without but really doesn't matter cos is you that wins or loses. Just you. Drugs are but a window. This one happens to be a tad more pyrollidonic than most is all. Yes we all (and the world behind us) want to know all of YOU!. But, tbh. not that much. We really don't care. Take a ticket, take a ride...

Fuck, am sounding a dick now I know... But am still gonna tell you - anything you feel to be real on peev is bullshit. Plain and simple. Above and beyond that there is wiggle-room. At its most base form? Is bullshit and you know it. Is that bullshit which tends to hurt most I know <3

Simple 'n' plainfax... if you want to feel less paranoid stop taking peev. If you want to feel less anxious stop taking peev. If you want to just sleep for a day or two (or three) with no regret then stop taking peev. Spot the theme yet?!?

Is as simple as it gets: take more peev, things get worse, take less peev things get better. I really don't know how to make that more clear...

I do know how hard it is to accept that all the same :\

Don't be a fukkin statistic, Nick. You could be that in your sleep. Fight for you. Cos we <3 you. Also plain and simple <3
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I have read your post many times Shambles and thinked a lot about it. And yea I haven't had the "power,mind,etc" to answer before now.

I was paranoid, I was stimmed, hell very much indeed I was. But my anxiety/paranoia is crazy enough without being stimmed.

Tho' my meds is starting to work, so helpin shit loads you have no idea, it is so wonderful.

Im never sober, no more, im either drunk or on drugs /twisted on meds for most part, being me only me is very rare, sum
people say they don't know me anymore, I understand them. I don't know myself that much myself anymore.

Ok I got em borderline personality disorder and other stuff, but still man hard to see who I am much more.

Im without peev now, I ended up ordered 100mg etizolam and sum mxe, trying keep away from the stims.

All tho' I miss em stims like hell u have no idea. Sadly im going to order sum mdpv or apvp monday (if im not getting better thinkin before).

U no dick mate, and sorry if im not answer all of uu wrote, im not as good as writing as you. But man I love u too <3


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Man speaks truth. We do love you Nicklazz and to know where are heading and the things that can happen (because they happened to me) is frightening and upsetting.

<3
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love u too my friend, we have talked oon skype ya kno so. <3
 
Anatrica: You have to relax man, eat and sleep sum more man, or you going end DEAD. Only saying it cuz care for you, we all do. Take care girl <3
 
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You'll both end up dead or very fucked up, i bet it's 100x worse for you guys, i used it for like a month and it just kills your brain no motivation, usually listen to music every day, never have on pv, tv is boring etc etc.

Get a hobbie or something to pass the time, hope you both stay safe and stop using one day.. :)
 
We sure will ^

Thanks dude :)

Man the most crazy dreams/nightmares I had, dreamin was takin a-pvp and getting most full blown psychosis, so fuckin wild its was insane.
Example: Words on my tho changed X face where the tear drops was hittin on her cheek like "fight for life" "u givin up on us all" etc etc.

Like its a sign or sum thing. hmm :/

oh yea my mom takin very hard man im scared she havin a breakdown because of me soon if I continue my crap.. So yea the dream maybe a sign..
 
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Im out FOR GOOD when this 1g a-pvp bag is gone, this shit is getting really serious. Have been a long time but man, Voices in my head even when slept, eaten etc enough. It is fucked and I know where im heading.

Nick is going to come out this fuckin time. 100%
 
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Nicklazz said:
Nick is going to come out this fuckin time. 100%
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Good for you man. I wish you all the luck in the world. Sadly I'm very busy of late so I won't be around as I used to be but keep posting and let us and others facing this know how you are getting on. If you start to struggle (and you will, sorry, it's part of the course) post and someone if not me will help as best we can.

I'm sorry I can't be around like I used to Nick. I miss our chats but if you need me drop me a PM and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

You can do this mate. All the very best my friend. <3
 
Haha for sure yoyo50 ;)

Ben So Furry said:
Good for you man. I wish you all the luck in the world. Sadly I'm very busy of late so I won't be around as I used to be but keep posting and let us and others facing this know how you are getting on. If you start to struggle (and you will, sorry, it's part of the course) post and someone if not me will help as best we can.

I'm sorry I can't be around like I used to Nick. I miss our chats but if you need me drop me a PM and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

You can do this mate. All the very best my friend. <3
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Thanks mate, have to quit it now im getting psychosis symptoms/have in daily life even with not using, could end really bad if continue so have to give the quit-thing a BIG GO now.

Will keep on posting for sure, and its ok homie miss the chats too, sum time again we do, hope ya good <3

I really hope I can, thanks again bro <3
 
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