Been smoking of and on since noon. Giving into each desire would make me OD even with clonidine. It is similar but less difficult to smoke than dimethocaine which is stronger than MDPV and somewhat more euphoric.
Can't say it it like crack, but I want mo re, more ,more! I'm going to try to make freebase with 250-300mg and hope I failed last time because I tried making 20-<40mg at a time in a spoon. It still works if you fuck up, but not as well snorted, which hurts. plugging a well mixed solution keeping possible etra weight from baking soda migh make it work like snorted, both ways similarly intesnse and fast starting. Time to get started and have 1-2 hits follows by 250mg primidon9a phenobarbital pro-drug), 100mg seroquel, 1mg risperidone, Maybe 50mg trazodone,2 or 3 phenazepam and maybe 25-50mg thorazine, though I think I'' save in case I try unable to sleep a 3r time, accompanied by gabapentin and another 100-200mg seroquell, maybe part or 2 or 3 replaced with 2-4mg o-desmethyltra,adol snorted, only if I feel my breathing fine since the sleeping pills will have some respiritpry deressimg/slowing effect and c BE BAD WITH OPirates. I doubt but dont know how antipsychotics or the week ones effect it but phenobarb,phenazepam and o-desmethy probably effect a lot together and all at once might be too much. Then clonidine and my beta blocker slow heart rate,and bp AS DO some in ;ist.
Now making freebase to see if itworks and is worth doing. I hope it's better than HCL, but it could make me fuck up Back first days of smoking I'd dp it after my heart was pounding and blood rushing to fast and I was anxious 2,3, maybe 5 more eyeballed hita then I fe;t too bad and scared.
If first 6-10 hits are beeter freebased, will I stop when or before it gets real bad or keep going till dead or unconscious. I haven't smoked my self sick with current batches 3.5 -150-300mg used at most. I think I'll see if any can make the freebase(I probably can do it be simple to them without much mark up/. maybe get one to start carryin 4-meo-pcp, more, cheaper ,ethylom and som of Shulgin's creations that are interesting and made vry closRvrn importing, if the procedure and prices for making and precursors are similar, might as well make it. I hope I get thouh to someone who'd daa more opiatea ,dissociatives, HU-211(grow a bigger brain staying stoned and 1mg=500-1,000+ doses, or any of the psychs once common or never commom.