BTW another thing I've found to be super helpful for recovery thats not talked about is nofap. nofap is short for no fapping, which is abstaining from porn and masturbation. There are different levels to nofap, with the hardest mode called "hard mode" and it includes no orgasm/no sex. There is also a mode some people call "monk mode" and its basically where you abstain from all activties that release dopamine or serotonin in abnormal amounts.
the idea is that most modern lifestyles have so many activities that release dopamine and serotonin in un-natural amounts that the brain and body adapts to it until regular things don't give much pleasure anymore.
The main mechanism that it happens by is massive releases of feel good chemicals. Drugs, and masturbation, are two major offenders.
IMO part of the negative effects of drugs is that they show you a way of feeling that is so fucking ungodly euphoric, that the rest of life just cant compare. So maybe part of the issue with the LTC is that we've felt such intense euphoria that our brain has adapted to that and thinks that its normal. So maybe some of the depression or lack of motivation we feel isnt due to brain damage, its due to our brain being accustomed to such a high level of entertainment that nothing else can compare.
that may also explain why we reach for weed, video games, alcohol, masturbation, all as a way just to feel something. Those activities are relatively harmless (except alcohol but if done in moderation alcohol isn't so bad) and they release such a massive boost that we feel something.
So the whole premise of Monk mode is to eliminate all sources of excessive stimulation for a period of time to reset the brain. 90 days or 3 months is a commonly agreed upon time to get a massive boost. However many people report a "childlike state of wonder and joy" returning around 50 days.
so try not masturbating, no porn, (sex is OK if you're already in a relationship, however it may prolong the time needed for recovery).
no coffee
no video games
no binge watching TV or movies
no constantly sitting on the internet or youtube or forums
no drugs
basiaclly anything that gives you a massive mood boost or short term reward for not doing anything except sitting on your ass.
Each activity you abstain from, and the longer you abstain from it, imagine it like rocket fuel being added to your car. After doing them all, or most of them, for 90 days, you will be ready to go to the fucking moon.
I've done all of them for 9 days once and I felt like superman. I had insane confidence. no brain fog. no depression, no anxiety, etc. It was unreal.
I'm on day 4 of doing it again and this time I plan to be more disciplined and I hope to reach day 50.
heres a webpage on monk mode, but just google the term monk mode for more info
https://illimitablemen.com/2014/04/13/monk-mode/