chronic bubonic
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A couple of weeks ago, somewhat unexpectedly I had a full-blown (tonic-clonic) seizure this was the second time I’ve had one, the first being about 17 months ago.
There was no obvious (to me) aetiological link between the two fits but that’s not why I’m posting here, the second occurred about 15 minutes after arriving at a festival and was definitely not drug related, its annoying cos I’d only just really got over the serious agrophobia I suffered after the first fit as the warning seems to consist of: Oh shit I feel really weird and then BANG – My brain is gradually beginning to function in an understandable way and half an hour has elapsed and I’m either in an ambulance or at a hospital (first time it happened in my local stupormarket)....
Anyway after an early night, I awoke in my tent in a field in Scotland and someone proffered to me a bag of mdma, I took note of the position of the onsite ambulance and dabbed a tiny bit (prob about 1/4 of my usual dose) as I was still feeling pretty shaken up, however I needn’t have worried because my fear of fitting disappeared as soon as the mdma took effect.
I admit now that after another tentatively small dose I ended up caning quite a lot (and some mephedrone, and a pill or two – had a fantastic day), but in very small doses I could seriously see MDMA having a role to play in anti-anxiety medication, obviously the potential for abuse would be huge but multitudes of valium addicts would probably be a lot happier…
For the record the next day I continued with my anti-anxiety treatment and had a little more mdma, ½ an ‘E’ (seemed kosher), a 6-APB pellet, a capsule of psilocybe cubensis and finally 10mg of valium which sent me into a deep contented slumber…
Back home the next day tho and since the agrophobia is back big style, got a docs appointment tomorrow wonder what the chance of a few Es on prescription are?
There was no obvious (to me) aetiological link between the two fits but that’s not why I’m posting here, the second occurred about 15 minutes after arriving at a festival and was definitely not drug related, its annoying cos I’d only just really got over the serious agrophobia I suffered after the first fit as the warning seems to consist of: Oh shit I feel really weird and then BANG – My brain is gradually beginning to function in an understandable way and half an hour has elapsed and I’m either in an ambulance or at a hospital (first time it happened in my local stupormarket)....
Anyway after an early night, I awoke in my tent in a field in Scotland and someone proffered to me a bag of mdma, I took note of the position of the onsite ambulance and dabbed a tiny bit (prob about 1/4 of my usual dose) as I was still feeling pretty shaken up, however I needn’t have worried because my fear of fitting disappeared as soon as the mdma took effect.
I admit now that after another tentatively small dose I ended up caning quite a lot (and some mephedrone, and a pill or two – had a fantastic day), but in very small doses I could seriously see MDMA having a role to play in anti-anxiety medication, obviously the potential for abuse would be huge but multitudes of valium addicts would probably be a lot happier…
For the record the next day I continued with my anti-anxiety treatment and had a little more mdma, ½ an ‘E’ (seemed kosher), a 6-APB pellet, a capsule of psilocybe cubensis and finally 10mg of valium which sent me into a deep contented slumber…
Back home the next day tho and since the agrophobia is back big style, got a docs appointment tomorrow wonder what the chance of a few Es on prescription are?