AstridAsteroid
Bluelighter
*Chemicals: I was told 90% MDMA, 10% Vitamin B
*Times: One pill at 10p
*How taken: Orally
*Dosage: One pill
*State of mind: Excited (mind), tired (body).
*Setting: A friend's apartment; three guys, two girls (beside myself). All fairly new friends.
*Effects: Relaxing, euphoric, scary.
Took the pill at 10p, it took 30 minutes, probably, to really start working. My eyes were going absolutely wack to the point where I couldn't control them.
Within the first ten minutes of my roll, I felt really naseous, so I went to the bathroom and just rested my head on the toilet. I dry heaved four times and I was sweating heavily despite the air being on full blast. For at least two minutes I could think nothing but "I want this out of me. Why did I do this? I need to go home." Thankfully my college roommate came in and stayed with me. She brought me water, too, but I was careful not to drink any for fear of drinking too much. One of the guys came in and stayed with me the rest of my time rolling. But whenever I left the toilet, I felt anxious and scared. I guess you could say I found my safe place.
People who have done X before have told me that it feels really, REALLY good when other people touch you, but that wasn't the case at all. Everytime someone touched me I felt sick.
Also, I was very careful not to grind my teeth. I actually didn't feel the need to chew on anything at all.
X really helped me relax and become apathetic, though. The guy I had been "scrumping" brought another girl to the apartment. If I hadn't been on X I would've done something drastic. However, being on it made me realise I didn't need him. It kept me calm.
The two guys that had taken it only lasted for 2 hours. I know of them had been drinking and I think the other one snorted something earlier in the night. We basically all chilled in the bathroom and talked about relationships and our lives.
I believe I came off of my eye wiggly's two-three hours after I had taken it (ie; it would have been 1a by then). After those had passed I got really giggly. Now I'm not sure if that was a direct effect of the X or not. But in any case, because I'm inexperienced with X and being able to tell when the roll is over, I'd say my peak lasted for two hours, and the entire thing probably lasted for four.
I was safe to drive home at 5a (7 hours after I took it). And as soon as I got home I told my Momma all about it then went straight to bed. As of 3:30p (EST) I'm feeling rather light headed and my mouth is really dry.
In conclusion, I would do it again. I can say it's a tad overrated, and it's over priced. However, if it's around in the future and I have extra cash, I could see myself doing it again (so long as it's in a house or apartment of some sort; I wouldn't feel safe in a club).
*Times: One pill at 10p
*How taken: Orally
*Dosage: One pill
*State of mind: Excited (mind), tired (body).
*Setting: A friend's apartment; three guys, two girls (beside myself). All fairly new friends.
*Effects: Relaxing, euphoric, scary.
Took the pill at 10p, it took 30 minutes, probably, to really start working. My eyes were going absolutely wack to the point where I couldn't control them.
Within the first ten minutes of my roll, I felt really naseous, so I went to the bathroom and just rested my head on the toilet. I dry heaved four times and I was sweating heavily despite the air being on full blast. For at least two minutes I could think nothing but "I want this out of me. Why did I do this? I need to go home." Thankfully my college roommate came in and stayed with me. She brought me water, too, but I was careful not to drink any for fear of drinking too much. One of the guys came in and stayed with me the rest of my time rolling. But whenever I left the toilet, I felt anxious and scared. I guess you could say I found my safe place.
People who have done X before have told me that it feels really, REALLY good when other people touch you, but that wasn't the case at all. Everytime someone touched me I felt sick.
Also, I was very careful not to grind my teeth. I actually didn't feel the need to chew on anything at all.
X really helped me relax and become apathetic, though. The guy I had been "scrumping" brought another girl to the apartment. If I hadn't been on X I would've done something drastic. However, being on it made me realise I didn't need him. It kept me calm.
The two guys that had taken it only lasted for 2 hours. I know of them had been drinking and I think the other one snorted something earlier in the night. We basically all chilled in the bathroom and talked about relationships and our lives.
I believe I came off of my eye wiggly's two-three hours after I had taken it (ie; it would have been 1a by then). After those had passed I got really giggly. Now I'm not sure if that was a direct effect of the X or not. But in any case, because I'm inexperienced with X and being able to tell when the roll is over, I'd say my peak lasted for two hours, and the entire thing probably lasted for four.
I was safe to drive home at 5a (7 hours after I took it). And as soon as I got home I told my Momma all about it then went straight to bed. As of 3:30p (EST) I'm feeling rather light headed and my mouth is really dry.
In conclusion, I would do it again. I can say it's a tad overrated, and it's over priced. However, if it's around in the future and I have extra cash, I could see myself doing it again (so long as it's in a house or apartment of some sort; I wouldn't feel safe in a club).