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Ex-Bluelighter
thanks for reporting back. happy to hear you are feeling better! 
So I had a hiccup, but I have now made it 22 days without using Molly. My confidence, drive, and motivation are all back, as well as my sense of humor and my moods are starting to regulate. I've been seeing my friends, having fun, and going out in public. The only things remaining now are the occasional night I absolutely cannot sleep and the anxiety. Thanks everyone for the help, if anyone is interested further ill continue to update
I just say that this is not addication this is more than likely bullshit.
No-one on the planet would take 1g of mdma 3-5 days a week repeatedly. Why, you could only get psychologically addicted to the the nice feeling of MDMA, of which the person taking the above would not be experiencing.
Yo dude. Please read this post because I have come close to this stage a long time ago (about 1.5-2 years+). I'm completely fine now.
One thing I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH is EAT LOTS OF HEALTHY FOOD, and most importantly EXERCISE. Start light and keep building up, eventually (after a week of light exercise) start doing INTENSE EXERCISE - especially cardio, sprinting.
This pulled me right out of the gutter and actually cured me and then some. Sprinting, sprinting, sprinting.
Google 'interval sprinting' - I swear you will probably never in your life never hear another person apart from me mention this, as no-one has probably been in the same situation as me, and then worked as hard to cure himself. Sprinting.
Sprinting. I want to keep saying it over and over again. Sprinting is the key. This plus eating healthy (very healthy, lots of protein and vegetables, anti-oxidant fruits, only water or fresh juice) is the HOLY GRAIL of curing this MDMA damage.
I was in a really, really bad state and when I started doing this I felt as if it were a miracle, I had read tons on the internet before about how to cure myself, the benefits of exercise etc, but nothing came close to showing me how powerfully I could cure myself until I actually went for it and brute-forced myself out.
Sprinting. Healthy food. Ultimate cure which nobody will ever be able to explain how much it really helps you and even FIXES the damage.
Please, if there's anything you do, do this.
I'd say it's more likely you were addicted to methylone (MDMCAT).