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dont worry about the anxiety and insomnia, as it goes away with time. just dont do what many people i know have done and go back to using due to the effects. hope all goes well, and hang in there.
 
I'd say it's more likely you were addicted to methylone (MDMCAT).
 
So I had a hiccup, but I have now made it 22 days without using Molly. My confidence, drive, and motivation are all back, as well as my sense of humor and my moods are starting to regulate. I've been seeing my friends, having fun, and going out in public. The only things remaining now are the occasional night I absolutely cannot sleep and the anxiety. Thanks everyone for the help, if anyone is interested further ill continue to update

I feel you, i was there. You previous descriptions sounded like mild derealization/depersonalization with your mention of feeling like being on autopilot. Thats straddling the borders of no turning back. Please be careful my friend.

Glad you are feeling better and and glad you got out of the routine when you did. You where prob 1 or 2 more sessions away from real damage.

Do you have any other fav drugs?
 
I just say that this is not addication this is more than likely bullshit.

No-one on the planet would take 1g of mdma 3-5 days a week repeatedly. Why, you could only get psychologically addicted to the the nice feeling of MDMA, of which the person taking the above would not be experiencing.

Chances are its mixed with some other stim, even if it isnt MDMA abused daily will still give off a dopamine/noradrenergic kick. The serotonergic effects usually when used properly are covering up the dopaminergic effect and serotonin, enough of it blunts dopamine but when abused the serotonergic tolerance builds rapdily and really your using a real expensive, real neurotoxic version of amp...
 
Yo dude. Please read this post because I have come close to this stage a long time ago (about 1.5-2 years+). I'm completely fine now.

One thing I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH is EAT LOTS OF HEALTHY FOOD, and most importantly EXERCISE. Start light and keep building up, eventually (after a week of light exercise) start doing INTENSE EXERCISE - especially cardio, sprinting.

This pulled me right out of the gutter and actually cured me and then some. Sprinting, sprinting, sprinting.

Google 'interval sprinting' - I swear you will probably never in your life never hear another person apart from me mention this, as no-one has probably been in the same situation as me, and then worked as hard to cure himself. Sprinting.

Sprinting. I want to keep saying it over and over again. Sprinting is the key. This plus eating healthy (very healthy, lots of protein and vegetables, anti-oxidant fruits, only water or fresh juice) is the HOLY GRAIL of curing this MDMA damage.

I was in a really, really bad state and when I started doing this I felt as if it were a miracle, I had read tons on the internet before about how to cure myself, the benefits of exercise etc, but nothing came close to showing me how powerfully I could cure myself until I actually went for it and brute-forced myself out.

Sprinting. Healthy food. Ultimate cure which nobody will ever be able to explain how much it really helps you and even FIXES the damage.

Please, if there's anything you do, do this.

Interesting reading Saukokoro how long did your comedown last for before taking up the exercise. Once you started exercising how long did your full recovery take?
 
I am doing speed cardio as well when i go to the gym and sweating a lot makes me feel good! I think meditation helps as well so I am going to keep doin it and sleeping a lot with the healthy diet should speed up the recovery and avoidance of stress of course
 
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