Tubbs
Bluelight Crew
Yeah, I'm being drug tested bi-weekly now, and if I fuck up I'm homeless. If I end up homeless things aren't going to turn out well.
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March Getting/Staying Clean/Sober Thread
- Thread starter Captain.Heroin
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RDP89
Bluelighter
Damn that's rough. You got a strategy for staying clean or you just winging it?
Tubbs
Bluelight Crew
Same as I had last time I guess. I was clean for over 6 months before this last relapse.
RDP89
Bluelighter
I'm planning on beating my all-time record of 60ish days and keep going. So many goals I need to accomplish.
Tubbs
Bluelight Crew
I feel ya man, I'm striving for that whole, "life not in shambles"thing. That would be a new experience.
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
It all sucks, but sober life is way more stable.
Erikmen
Bluelight Crew
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^ For sure!
You can do this! And it will feel great. If it helps, don’t focus so much on the days - just keep going as you said.
Good luck RPD89!
You can do this! And it will feel great. If it helps, don’t focus so much on the days - just keep going as you said.
Good luck RPD89!
RDP89
Bluelighter
^ For sure!
You can do this! And it will feel great. If it helps, don’t focus so much on the days - just keep going as you said.
Good luck RPD89!
Thanks Erikmen!! I always count days, but I really like when I forget for a few days and have to think back and add it in my head. It's almost like sober is atually normal for me at those times, lol.
RDP89
Bluelighter
Yeah, me too. I mean, I'm not that bad off currently but I could be way better off and plan on getting there. It's hard not to dwell on where I could be by now. But then I just think about how much worse it could easily be as well.
tired of crap
Bluelighter
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So Im some where over 2 months since my last alcohol binge.
Many areas are improving but life still seems so ... lackluster.
I thought things would be different by now
Many areas are improving but life still seems so ... lackluster.
I thought things would be different by now
Rio Fantastic
Bluelighter
Persevere. In the depths of PAWs I was totally convinced that's "just how life was" now, and it all seemed so grey and pointless. In reality it can take up to a year for your brain to right itself (even 2 in cases of severe, long-lasting substance abuse), so just know there is a light at the end of the tunnel.