mysafehome01
Bluelighter
- Joined
- May 2, 2012
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Hi guys, love this forum, it has helped me so much over the years and kept me safe so keep that up.
I've decided that it's time, after 10 years of abusing a whole load of pills I've decided I need to become clean or I fear my mental health will finally fail.
To help myself and the people trying to help me I'll list the main drugs I abused.
Opiates/ Opioids
- Tramadol
- Codeine
- Dihydrocodeine
- Morphine IR/ ER
Benzos/ Thienos
- Etizolam
- Diazepam
- Temazepam
Others
- Gabapentin
- Pregabalin
Little background info. Basically over the 10 years of use and abuse I have never fully attempted to get clean, only taking breaks when no prescriptions are available. Gone through acute withdrawals 100's of times but never more than 2/ 3 weeks. Always 'relapse' around the time PAWS hits.
The main factors bringing me back for more is the boredom and depression associated clean living. I have a full time job, a number of hobbies and live at home with my partner and our dog.
Life always seems dull when not viewed from the rose tinted glasses that using drugs brings.
Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated, even some kind words of encouragement.
Thank you for your time.
I've decided that it's time, after 10 years of abusing a whole load of pills I've decided I need to become clean or I fear my mental health will finally fail.
To help myself and the people trying to help me I'll list the main drugs I abused.
Opiates/ Opioids
- Tramadol
- Codeine
- Dihydrocodeine
- Morphine IR/ ER
Benzos/ Thienos
- Etizolam
- Diazepam
- Temazepam
Others
- Gabapentin
- Pregabalin
Little background info. Basically over the 10 years of use and abuse I have never fully attempted to get clean, only taking breaks when no prescriptions are available. Gone through acute withdrawals 100's of times but never more than 2/ 3 weeks. Always 'relapse' around the time PAWS hits.
The main factors bringing me back for more is the boredom and depression associated clean living. I have a full time job, a number of hobbies and live at home with my partner and our dog.
Life always seems dull when not viewed from the rose tinted glasses that using drugs brings.
Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated, even some kind words of encouragement.
Thank you for your time.