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Main reason you use?

Main reasons I use...

Took me a long time and a lot of thinking to finally know why, because I was in such denial.
All in all, I want to numb my brain from thinking into the past.
I'd rather not get into details, but there's some self-hate in there and childhood memories.

~Verri
 
In general? I think it's because I enjoy altered states of consciousness so much. I'm not sure how much that has to do with beginning drinking and smoking at 13. Anyway, I can also identify specific reasons for specific drugs.

Psychedelics, mostly LSD: Introspection, memorable experiences, meaningful realizations, and just recreation from enjoying synesthesia, dancing, music, good times with friends.

Opioids: recreation. Turn a boring day into a great one.

Benzos: medicate anxiety and also alleviate symptoms brought on by other drug use.

Stimulants: amphetamines for functionality and focus or wakefulness, MDMA mostly for sex purposes

Cocaine: because I'm being an idiot, or someone is being a bad influence.

Cannabis: because it's so pleasurable; the variety of strains and effects, the ritual of rolling a joint, the taste, the relaxing effects. It also stimulates my appetite when stimulants have reduced it. Its relatively benign nature in combination with anything or used in excess is a huge plus, and I know myself well enough - I need a vice, and this one happens to fall pretty far on the harmless side.
 
It started of with curiousity. Then it became recreational and a self set goal to create a list of as many drugs as possible to have tried. From there on, certain abusing paterns rose, which I'm trying to control now. 2 more for the list and I consider myself done.
 
I started with alchohol. Got into it bad to the point where I was in withdrawl hell. Shakes paranoi and a definate disconnect with reality. So then I used benzos to sort that out which just turned into a good hangover cure. Then I got the bright idea to try oxy to get off the GABA wheel ive been running on which turned to full blown opiate addiction. I was young and stupid and thought there was a fix for everything. I also got a cheep hook up for fentynal so basically I stopped drinking but indulged in painkillers. I swear to this day my GABA receptors are still ducked and it's been almost three years since the worst of it. I get jumpy irritable and feel like shit. But not nearly as bad.
That's my circle of addiction got ya!
 
To fill the void. Without heroin, the void engenders insanity, darkness, depression, desperation, and an obsession with love.

With heroin... everything fades into a dreamland. I can tolerate the worst abuse and the best affection that there is.

Heroin helps me cope. It fills the emptiness that would make me want to run.
 
I don't use too often, like 3-4x a week. I just enjoy experiencing something outside of the norm. It's just like lifting a curtain, and seeing the world from a different perspective. It kinda helps me realize that most of the problems, and adversities I am facing are minuscule at best, and helps me turn these small problems into a positive things. Kinda like a challenge, that when conquered, is as euphoric as any drug. Mannnnn I'm tired lol
 
I use because its the only way I know how to deal with life/my past/my regrets/my family.. I love nothing more in this world than a spike full of anything in my arm. Its sad but it's true... I've given up, I'm not meant to be sober. I'm not like other "normal" people.
 
JustADudeYep said:
Not sure if mine is weird or not, but main reason is because I usually just want to feel SOMETHING. Like something different than the same ole same ole. Just make me feel different somehow...if that makes sense.

A close second is boredom. But I also love the brain stimulation. Sober = Blah and lazy. Some dilaudid or Ritalin = I almost always grab a notebook right away and write, or I jump online and research stuff etc. It irks me that the govt can take that away and make it illegal for me to have those feelings, all while these certain crazy ass meds get past the FDA as legal when they are soooo harmful. Money and lobbyists talks though.
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Because i like getting high mostly. Also to enhance sex.
 
Boredom, plain and simple for me. Doing drugs is like being a child again, everything seems exciting and enjoyable.
 
Back pain......& with that comes relief of any stress/anxiety which is a bonus.

I ready don't think I ever would have tried opiates if I didn't have pain......I never liked opiates, & its more of an acquired taste to the high, at least for me.
 
Why do you take drugs?

Why do you guys take drugs? I take drugs to have some fun, what's life without some fun?
 
I take them because life sucks without them.

They bring a blast of color to your life.
Sometimes the darkest colors...
but hey, still shit to tell people about later on in life.
 
To self-medicate my many ailments (depression, anxiety, Asperger's, chronic fatigue, etc).

I tried everything the doctors prescribed me and wasted 10+ years on things that didn't work. No more. I find that low doses of stimulants and opiates are more effective than anything I've found. Been using these substances for over a decade now with no regrets. If you have the self-control to avoid addiction, it works beautifully. If not, well...it will only make things infinitely worse.
 
I take them first and foremost because they're fun as fuck. I also take them because they help my crippling social anxiety. They give me the confidence to engage in social activities. Helps me to just talk to people.
 
These days I don't even know. The old reasons became excuses, and those excuses have become worn.

I use mostly because it's all I have left.

Slumped in a corner, eyes pinned, drooling onto 3 day old clothes with a blackened piece of foil or a burnt out pipe in one hand and a lighter in the other, huffing the noxious fumes emanating from the shrivelled piece of Fentanyl laced plastic I traded my life for.

It's no life.
 
Lol all the excuses...sometimes you get bored with life,so you do something to stimulate your brain.or you're just a pathetic excuse for life who will die by the age of 30 because you HAVE to get high.


Peace
 
I like to get high during the boring moments in life, we all have days where we're like this is awesome! I had fun/passed the day and didn't need drugs!
I also like to get high because it makes me more outgoing and gives me drive or to pass a shitty day or forget about it all together.

In the end I just like to be high, I'm not addicted to anything and can handle a normal day but normal days suck unless you always have interesting shit to do and no one does, at least not anyone who isn't rich.Even then rich people turn to drugs because being able to do whatever you want becomes boring to them.It seems we all want what everyone else has, and no ones really satisfied.
 
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