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Main reason you use?

Main reason is to forget everything, you know all life's hardships and struggles. To feel absolutely happy and relaxed for a moment in time.
 
Because im young and very curious.
Cannabis: i love the cannabis culture, to bond with people, because i like the high a lot, the taste and the act of smoking, ect...

Psychedelics/mdma : my main reason is to explore mi mind, change my perception, play around with the notion of reality, to see beyond the normal life.

Opiates: i was prescribed them after an accident and liked the feeling, they're good for a lazy day

Alcohol: just to party and because it's a cultural thing.

Stimulants: don't really like them too much, just for the focus.
 
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sadly my main hobby is drugs... tho lately ive been trying to change that

specifically though,

benzos - anxiety
psychs - good times
cocaine - no reason at all
 
Multiple reasons really. Drugs keep me balanced. Seems as if when I'm sober I'm just not comfortable, not myself and I feel like I'm going without my medicine.
On top of that I love drugs and learning about them, they are 1 of my main hobbies.
 
It's simple light drug use starts out as boredom,then drugs,from heroin to weed sooner or later start to engulf your life...if you have that kind of personality.
 
Oh man. The boredom. It's fucking brutal. Does anybody else get that boredom when it feels like the entire universe is just gray and flat and not real? Like you're the only real thing in an imaginary world full of paper people who don't actually exist outside of your own head? And your body just gets so lethargic, and it takes more energy than you have just to lift your arm to pick something up or to sit up in bed in the morning? You feel like your muscles are decaying away under your skin and soon you'll just be a bag of skin and disintegrated bones and muscle. It's fucking awful. Pills make it so that I can function as a normal human instead of a deflated empty body in a world of paper people.

Also, I feel like I have this internal drive to "do something". It's like this force in me that pushes me do to this shit. Like I need to do something extreme, because I can't just live like a normal person the way all of the people around me do. I have to self destruct in some way or my life will kind of just rot out from under me...
 
I used, in the beginning because I was incredibly unhappy, anorexic as hell. Then, I continued using because I loved the way opiates, benzos and weed made me feel. Once addiction caught up with me, 2 inpatients later, I began drinking because it was a cheap and powerful alternative that yielded the effects I sought... Oblivion. Escape. Low and behold I became an alcoholic. Drinking a half gallon'ish of straight vodka a day. 3 more inpatients later I used and drank because I simply couldnt live life, for too long, sober. Fuck the alcohol, though, now... I enjoy a good shot of H for the RUSH!
 
Either because I'm bored and it will give me something to do (everything is more fun while high) that or I take opiates a lot because I am on long term disability and it does help with the pain (and of course I enjoy getting high at the same time)
 
I used to do drugs for fun, now I use them to get away from all my problems. Heroin puts me in a place where nothing else matters, and all my depression subsides. But then of course, it comes out stronger when im done, so ive been trying to quit. Im also an alcoholic which substitutes my heroin addiction when Im not using. I just have a lot of issues that im shitty at coping with haha
 
Hah. Yeeep. Was hell, man. And a fucking good (miserable) time. Some twisted thinking.

But now? I use because it feels so damn good. I use sub because IM too much of a pussy to wd again and admit that im 'still using'... But is using sub for replacement therapy even using? I dont believe so.

fuck it I want some mo' !
 
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Well, Euphoria. Also, I have always been somewhat socially awkard I guese?? Very nervous around people, it got to a point where I wouldn't even leave the house. Then opiates came along and changed all of that. Was motivated,could socialize with other people, time went by faster at boring jobs,the euphoria of course...really the only downside was financial issues and not having something when I needed it.
 
Well I am and it was supposed to be =D

There's always someone out there who can and will make your own addictions seem like child's play.
 
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