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Heroin MA heroin V3 I'm wicked jammed kid

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RTrain said:
Cops can be so condescending it is all you can do to not vomit on the freshly polished boots that they hardly need to wear because in their jobs they don't do shit that requires wearing boots

How would you know what a controlled buy is? Like its some Super Secret police trick that only genius detectives could think up. Oh my god, that is really just the epitome of police thinking they are so savvy and acting so superior in knowledge on a subject you probably know way more about than they do.

I mean that beyond clever of the police, that they would have you call a dealer and bust him after the deal went down. And the amazement that someone who isn't in the polic department could possibly have an idea what is a 'controlled buy'.
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Haha, seriously...

I was amazed by the absurdity of it all. I'll just bail out and see you in court. My reputation means everything to me. All I can think of is the "Bradley the Buyer" routine from Naked Lunch. Absolutely disgusting.

I got an appointment to get on the clinic today, so I'm going to see what's good with that. I have to keep away from illicit drug use and that's a constant battle.
 
When I was a kid we used to pick blueberries for like 12 cents an hour lol once I grew up the same friends and I were making a killin selling the blues we'd always say "betta then pickin blueberries!" ? ahh the good ol days when a blue wasn't fucking 30 a piece
 
Effect said:
Just got out of MATC in Brockton yesterday after being picked up on a bullshit warrant that was supposed to have been cleared up. The head of probation at Peabody Court pretty much told me that unless I agreed to comply with being section 35'd that I would be charged with violating my pre-trial probation and would almost certainly be held in Middleton jail till my next court date.

The thought of having to kick methadone without even a rapid taper was enough to have me agree with being forced into treatment with no questions asked. And to be honest I'm actually viewing the 4 week experience as a positive one as I feel healthier upon my discharge than I have in as long as I can remember. I even gained 20 pounds and weigh more than I ever have (in a healthy way) and got myself into a normal sleep schedule so the habits that I got into while in treatment are positive (except for the amount of cigs I smoked despite being a non-smoker while not doing dope).

I don't mean to sound all gung-ho about recovery in a heroin forum, but I just wanted to hear from others who have been sectioned and how their experience was and if their attitude changed from their intake date to their discharge date despite not wanting to get treatment, but rather have it forced upon you. I'm not saying I'll never do dope again, but this is the by far the longest I've ever gone without using dope/illicit opiates since becoming dependent 5 years ago.
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I was in New Bedford WATC and it was freaking 32 days not no 3 weeks I heard for guys it's less but seriously I was kicking the clinic (done) too and it was just off 30mg but I had bubble gut the ENTIRE month I was there I swear it was something in the copious amounts of food they fed us. I got out two years ago, went on the run from MA to NC stayed for two years, had a baby then came back to MA to clear up my warrant and I've been on bumps for 8 months 2 slip up and prescribed kpins but doing alright. After WATC they sent me to a "harm reduction" house with a clean sharps box in the kitchen I was like F that and walked to southie projects ? came home 4 days later
 
That´s a lot of dope. 7 + 2 kilos!
I have never even seen anything close to it.
 
RaZkaL86 said:
There's gonna be a lot of dopesick ppl in Lahrentz...oh boy :p http://www.masslive.com/news/boston...rence_police_bust_major_dru.html#incart_river
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Lahrentz haha. Excellent use of the broad "A". Yes, drugs are so much better when run by gangs. The Lawrence boys were always punctual (for dealers, that is) and the prices and quality were fairly consistent. The only real problem with Lawrence is the heat. It's always on and their are big risks involved. It's a heavily Hispanic town, with the majority being Dominican either through heritage or birth, so white kids tend to stick out.
 
Hey massholes!
I haven't been on here just n ages but good to see some of the same people as before plus some new ones.
I've been doing my thing north of boston lately, little hustle here and there. D has been mostly good but sometimes I wondernif I've let my tolerance get too big. Watch out for police everyone, they try to make busts in the summer as I'm sure you've all noticed!
 
what the fuck is seekonk? lol

the killer dope I've been getting is gonzo; picked up some shit over the weekend and what was once lasting over a day for a G was gone in about 2 hours.. oh well, at least I had the killer when it was around although my guy tries to say it is the same is is FAR FROM BEING RIGHT! shit is NOT EVEN FUCKING CLOSE! but thats good, cuz I gotta take a drug test this weekend and looking for a reason to pass, ya know!? this will be my reason right here.

hows everyone else doing in MA? shits been HOT but its always been hot I guess; everyone in MA is a junkhead, oh well. anyone know anyone who went into that Gloucester program? besides the FEW people I read about early on I havent heard much about it since.

any other stories in MA? I had a few people die I KNEW OF but didnt know them well; every time someone drops I always wonder if its the PERSON who over did it or if its the DOPE that killed the person, ya know!? ill never figure that out. probably better off I dont figure that out, huh!?

I honestly am at the point where I feel I had enough; I am going to TRY and keep things sober from here on; so lets see what happens. sure, I am saying that after only shooting just 2 days ago but lets see how far I can make it. I have no reason to lie on this board, so once I fuck up you'll be the first to hear it. and by sober I mean OFF DOPE, but all other drugs are a FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOO, baby!
 
Sup junkiies. Dopes been aiiite. My guy has different shit like every other day so thts kinda good. Been seeing a lot of huge busts lately mostly out by spring lawrence area tht sucks for a few reasons feel bad must be alotta ppl dope sick. So yeah just checkin in seein whats good with everybody. Untill next time. Stay safe peeps. Peace from DaVille.
 
I jumped ship from the dope game and got on methadone about a week ago. I should have done this years ago. I don't plan to stay on 'done forever but coupled with one-on-one counseling, and two small men's groups that focus on substance abuse, I'm feeling more positive and empowered than I ever have. The methadone is getting me so nice, so the addict in me had to try one particular combination, while staying away from the classic cocktails, etc. I did dose once and ate phenergran, causing a black out and hallucinations. I was having conversations with people in my head, but I was speaking out loud and regurgitating all the nonsense that was going on inwardly.

I usually dose while taking another prescribed medication, which I take anywhere between 2 to 4 days during the span of a full week. I'm currently on the combination and it just destroyed me. I'm nodding off unbelievably hard, sitting here at the computer, slumping over, with my forehead hitting keyboard. Holding down a series of keys that trail off like "fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888888eeeeeee" or something.

I haven't been this good in literally 2 years. I'm listening to music and now I'm starting to get extremely turned up right now. People say this effect will eventually wear off but that I'll still noticeably feel my dose.

Whatever, I'm not taking this for the high, but an opioid glow is both anticipated and appreciated because I like the energy and anti-depressant qualities opioids give me.

I'm doing this to save my life, but I will say, technically I am high, and that's just a wonderful added bonus, and something I feel the opioid addict has most definitely earned, making the decision to part with his opioid D.O.C. and going on a medication that keeps you dependent and is infamous for it's difficult withdrawal symptoms. You can medically taper down, unlike when you're shooting dope out there on the street. I put my faith in the clinic that it will make me as comfortable and safe when that time comes to get off the clinic.

For now, I'm enjoying the ride while also digging deep to remain vigilant in my fight to stop shooting heroin.

I love heroin but we just make a really chaotic team...
 
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