Nocturne83
Bluelighter
For me, I went to the needle because I was trying to save money. Dope was starting to cost as much as pills again. Now, it doesn't, but mostly thanks to the fact that I mainly use suboxone.
^^ consider yourself lucky, hun. esp. being able to score and get by w/ nothing the way you do.
I am w/ you when it comes to the LESS shots the better; I'd rather have MORE POWER per shot than more shots but less power. however, I buy so much god damn dope I take a lot of shots and usually shooting 1/2 G to gram per shot. right now I have pure shit so its 1/4-1/2 per shot; legit, stuff is STRAIGHT FIRE and being told it has fentyal in it, but who knows. but yea, its pure white and shot a half G yesterday when I first picked up 5G's in rock form, and WENT OUT! woke up 2.5 hours later w/ needle in arm still. the SICK PART IS I WOKE UP WANTING TO SHOOT MORE w/o realizing there was a needle still in my arm.
seriously, the minute I woke up I was thinking I need more since I wasted that shot w/ an instant nod off, but get up, look down, and BOOOM! needle still STUCK IN MY ARM! imagine? just fucking sickening if you ask me.
It's weird how so many people pass out with the needle still in their arm. The first thing I do, weather I finish the whole shot or not, is pull the needle out of the vein and get it capped. Never really found any enjoyment of sitting there with it hanging out of my arm nor would I want to be found by anybody like that if I did OD/pass out.
lol, dude, we are not keeping the needle in the arm purposely. we are ODing while the shot is happening, so we dont even get a chance to know what is happening or if the needle is in the arm or not. we dont just shoot and keep the needle in for fun; we are attempting to shooting and going out before the shot is even done, which is why we wake up w/ a half shot left at times.
Clean now, other then prescribed Valium & Xanax
how does one going about getting scripted both valium and xanny? kinda weird, no? but the best benzo I have used has been Etizolam - which is legal here in the US still. sure, valium and xanny are fun but they usually just knock me out, but the etizolam puts me at ease and just makes me feel nice; kinda like a benzo/addy combo in one.
script those pain meds and ill be happy.
ill take 100MG methadone for long and 120MG opana for short; both at least twice a day.
as we say in Boston.. JAMMMMMMMMMMMED!
Long acting benzo for all day coverage (Diazepam/Valium) and a short acting benzo for "breakthrough" anxiety (Alprazolam/Xanax). It's actually pretty common for some people to have benzos scripted like this if they're needed for daily treatment. Some people even get a third one for sleep, but that isn't as common.
It's the same concept as having 2 pain medications for daily use; A long half(methadone)/extended release opiate(OxyContin/Opana) and a short acting opiate like hydromorphone/oxycodone for "breakthrough pain". I even have my ADD medications scripted in this fashion.
if I ever took that many benzo's I'd be OUT LIKE A LIGHT!
back when I was addicted to xanny I would max out at 2MG/day TOPS on top of my G/day dope habit then. I'd have .5's and just eat one every few hours, just to get a little something, nothing crazy. at night I may take 1-2MG just to sleep but I dont count that as taking them; only when I am awake do I count it, lol
my last OD I SHOT xanny for some reason within a speedball. then ate 2MG right after my shot. BYE BYE!