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Hey BBT!! Just here hangin' & waiting for something to happen...hopefully I'll have a good dope day...hope those Vivitrol shots are doin you good; obviously it helps with the withdrawals but does it quell the desire to use?? That's my biggest issue with getting clean...it's soooo easy to get clean but the feelings of wanting to feel that warm rush and the energy I feel afterwards is very difficult to resist. I get the urge to start cleaning the house or messing with my PC...basically bouncing off the walls like I did a shot of coke, lol!! Non-users are often confused by that...they expect one to automatically go into the Land of Nod, and if I do nothing and just sit there, I will end up nodding hard!!! Honestly I've given up trying to stay clean and failing miserably...so I just take it day by day and whenever I'm ready to throw in the towel, it'll happen... Good Luck with the program...I'll pray for ya!!!
 
RaZkaL86 said:
Hey BBT!! Just here hangin' & waiting for something to happen...hopefully I'll have a good dope day...hope those Vivitrol shots are doin you good; obviously it helps with the withdrawals but does it quell the desire to use?? That's my biggest issue with getting clean...it's soooo easy to get clean but the feelings of wanting to feel that warm rush and the energy I feel afterwards is very difficult to resist. I get the urge to start cleaning the house or messing with my PC...basically bouncing off the walls like I did a shot of coke, lol!! Non-users are often confused by that...they expect one to automatically go into the Land of Nod, and if I do nothing and just sit there, I will end up nodding hard!!! Honestly I've given up trying to stay clean and failing miserably...so I just take it day by day and whenever I'm ready to throw in the towel, it'll happen... Good Luck with the program...I'll pray for ya!!!
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when I use Phenibut that helps kill the urge to use; not sure if you know Phenibut but you can get that stuff for FREE right online; always kill the urge.

its only been 2 days since Vivitrol shot but its been about a week since I last shot dope and I am doing OK so far, but we'll see. dude, I was w/ you on giving up on staying clean but I think of all the fucking money I wasted on dope over the years and it makes me sick; I spend $100+ a day man; always shooting a gram + a day, its insane. I made GOOD MONEY WORKING but I have NOTHING TO MY NAME DUDE cuz I blew it ALL ON DOPE! just sickening, right?
 
I have some experience with both Naltrexone AND vivitrol and I'm a MA resident. I have to say that I had no side effects at all and that both drugs completely took that monkey off my back. Maybe it's placebo - it doesn't matter. The whole idea that I wouldn't feel anything for 30 days even if I used, completely made it irrelevant and I no longer even entertained the notion of of using.

Anyone on the S. Shore? I'd love to know some folks down here- I'm totally alone. Please send me a PM.
 
Is it just me or is it fucking ridiculously dangerous (law) to cold cop in Holyoke? To my knowledge (a few adventures) Springfield doesn't quite work the same, in the sense that you can't just drive/walk in and find the shit. I had a good quality connect in 'yoke until he disappeared, but the area I had to meet him in was still fucking trash, only a matter of time before running afoul of the boys while coming in or out. One of the last times I went cold, I rolled up to a trap that I'd heard of in detox, only to get whatever quality shit and have the cops LITERALLY roll on the spot while I was trying to walk out. Stared a cruiser down and only got away because he went around the block instead of continuing down the alley. I'm too old for that shit, and I'm not even old.
 
Damn dude you got soooo lucky....guess he was lookin for a bigger fish rather than bother with you...I've been in the game for many years and am scared shitless to cold cop--Holyoke or Springfield...funny when I was a young-un I used to just take the bus down to the North End and walk from one end (McDonalds) to the other (Mobil Gas Station) and ask anyone who held my gaze for more than a few seconds; "Manteca"? Dope?? and usually I was successful in gettin something decent then stand at a bus stop to go back to the Bus Terminal then transfer to my home bus. After gettin popped back in '97 I usually stick with private peeps who deal to a select few ppl and NO ONE ELSE. Been with the same people ever since...not too much risk and they always got the good shiet...
 
Sweetwilliam said:
I have some experience with both Naltrexone AND vivitrol and I'm a MA resident. I have to say that I had no side effects at all and that both drugs completely took that monkey off my back. Maybe it's placebo - it doesn't matter. The whole idea that I wouldn't feel anything for 30 days even if I used, completely made it irrelevant and I no longer even entertained the notion of of using.

Anyone on the S. Shore? I'd love to know some folks down here- I'm totally alone. Please send me a PM.
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see, the placebo effect doesnt work w/ me; even when I was on 95MG of methadone I would still try to shoot dope cuz of the feelings/thoughts of getting the shot off. ya know? whacky type shit but its how I was using. but when I was on Suboxone I never used; stayed clean 8 months w/o touching dope. I eventually went back to dope cuz I got too cocky and started w/ 16/MG/day and went down to 2-4MG/day wayyyyy too fast; I should have just stayed w/ 16 or not below 8, because even at 8 I felt great and thought I had it all beat.. boy was I wrong!

but yea, the done never helped me as much as the sub did.

the Vivitrol not helping at all as far as cravings tho but I have yet to use; I cant even use so I know not to pick up but who knows, I may just TRY and stick one day.
 
citizenuzi said:
Is it just me or is it fucking ridiculously dangerous (law) to cold cop in Holyoke? To my knowledge (a few adventures) Springfield doesn't quite work the same, in the sense that you can't just drive/walk in and find the shit. I had a good quality connect in 'yoke until he disappeared, but the area I had to meet him in was still fucking trash, only a matter of time before running afoul of the boys while coming in or out. One of the last times I went cold, I rolled up to a trap that I'd heard of in detox, only to get whatever quality shit and have the cops LITERALLY roll on the spot while I was trying to walk out. Stared a cruiser down and only got away because he went around the block instead of continuing down the alley. I'm too old for that shit, and I'm not even old.
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I don't know I cop in Holyoke everyday...I've had a problem once or twice. Nothing too bad.
 
South shore here copping daily in Brockton, been getting this white dope I believe it's fentenill or however u spell it
 
Bren3184 said:
South shore here copping daily in Brockton, been getting this white dope I believe it's fentenill or however u spell it
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thats what people been saying about the dope in lynn; all white, potentially Fentynal. not really sure but its what I hear since I havent done anything in a few weeks. I've shot the white/Fentynal before and it was OK but nothing too whacky as if people say they are dropping dead and shit.

just be careful, man. people drop w/ that if they do not havea ===============
 
I'm thinking about going cold turkey around the end of March. I'll have 9 days to do it, and I'll be jumping off of 2 mg of Suboxone.
 
Sweetwilliam said:
I have some experience with both Naltrexone AND vivitrol and I'm a MA resident. I have to say that I had no side effects at all and that both drugs completely took that monkey off my back. Maybe it's placebo - it doesn't matter. The whole idea that I wouldn't feel anything for 30 days even if I used, completely made it irrelevant and I no longer even entertained the notion of of using.

Anyone on the S. Shore? I'd love to know some folks down here- I'm totally alone. Please send me a PM.
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Hey man, south shore here. Feel free to PM me. Can't send a PM apparently because I just sent one to someone else.
 
North Shore is where it's at. And yeah I've been getting unusually white dope here in Lynn over the past few weeks.
 
I'm in RI and its basically pure white powder. Most likely fentanyl, but I just started using H so I dont really have anything to judge it from.
 
you guys getting the white/fentanyl are you shooting? if you pick up a G how much are you shooting? what do you regularly shoot if not fentanyl? I have some killer stuff now and I am shooting 1/4Gs rather than 1/2Gs which is my regular.

dope been good in lynn but when it was heavy snow it was kinda shitty those few days/week.
 
BostonBrownTown said:
you guys getting the white/fentanyl are you shooting? if you pick up a G how much are you shooting? what do you regularly shoot if not fentanyl? I have some killer stuff now and I am shooting 1/4Gs rather than 1/2Gs which is my regular.

dope been good in lynn but when it was heavy snow it was kinda shitty those few days/week.
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I don't shoot mine I snort it, just kinda started the whole H scene but I alw start off small Incase there's a large amount of fentanyl cut in it. There's been 4 deaths within the past week from the fentanyl and H combination in a city right on the mass border.
 
Hi all, been lurking on here for a while figured I would post today since I am sitting here mad that I have $ but no way to get ugh have to wait till someone with a car can go out for me. Wish I had something to keep me busy it's tge worst when ya got nothing to keep ur mind off it.
 
nah, sometimes it gets this way...welcome to the MA thread ouch!! Sometimes it's so dead here the last post was about a month ago maybe two...but believe me we're here just lurkin and maybe something gets posted that needs a response and if we're in the chatty mood someone will eventually post. So you're from Northern MA?? Eastern or Western?? I'm from Western MA (Pioneer Valley) by the Connecticut River. Springfield if u need to know; I know a few ppl here who won't post their exact location maybe they think the LEOs are going to track them down for talking about illegal substances...We don't source here (directing each other to drug dealers or drug spots) that's a definite no-no and can get you banned or sanctioned somehow. I really don't think they're going to waste their time or funds to chase down a few druggies who talk about their latest run and how fucked up they got or maybe they're home withdrawing,bitchin and moaning about not having money or there's money but their spots are dry or way too hot to go there...Well anyways welcome to the MA thread sir/ma'am and hope to hear more from ya!!!
 
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