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Heroin MA heroin V3 I'm wicked jammed kid

Were all here lurking in the dope shadow lol. Tryin to cop, waitin on the call. Just got 40 morphine pills for the helluva it lol, that should hold me for a few hrs lol
 
Ugh no car sucks so bad sometimes! The shit been getting is terrible too I feel I am wasting my money since I don't get anything off of it.
 
Wish there were someone around to chat with. Hanging in my house slightly feeling it after finally getting something but have to split it since cant go up myself kind of stinks. I should just go back to taking my subs I was on for 4 years! Relapsed after having my wisdom tooth out, nothing touched the pain so went and got high suprised I was able to. But now I am wasting my money again not to mention someone close to me and my family od'ed last Friday. I always tend to get sappy and depressed when I do it too. Ugh nobody to talk to cause nobody knows. Well maybe there is a place on tapatalk that people go on? Will try that. If anyone wants to talk send me a pm.
 
That sucks ouch, I'm going through the exact same shit so don't feel too bad. I've gotta cop 5 buns at a time to make it worth it for so called "friends" to help me out. Finally copped yesterday and the shit is subpar, off white flakey shit, gets me ok at first and fades fast, probably some fentanyl shit in here maybe, not too good though. Oh well another 300 down the drain, I think I'm getting near done with this bullshit, it's just not worth the aggravation or money. Well I hope your having a better day ouchie, ttyl ;)
 
Exact same stuff here, stuff sticks to everything and tastes so wierd!! What happened to the good shit around Lowell like 6 years ago? Seems the more people doing H The less quality. 6 am just did a bump so hopefully will be feeling something. Last bag for me.
 
lowell has good stuff, no? I dont know if the dope sucks nowadays or must tolerance is just high as fuck. back in the day I could use a gram over the course of a day, but now I am blasting through grams in a half hour, maybe 2 hours tops if its killer shit. its just not even close to what it once was, man. who knows, tho. I just blow through stuff like its nothing nowadays, man. who knows tho, dude. its not even close to what it once was or what I was once doing but its just killing me, man.
 
Actually the stuff I get is from Lawrence these days but it's terrible. Has anyone experienced like it being staticky? It's so weird! I am full-on wasting my money, no high but oh well.
 
Fucking Tewksbury. That's where they used to have (still have?) the MA state D.U.I.L. program for 2nd and sometimes 1st aggravated offense drunk/OUI drivers. It's a money grab program from the state that allows you to do 2 weeks inpatient in a detox-style facility minus the nursing care in lieu of jail (at the cost of $700, financing available!). If you get kicked out by a bitchy staff member looking to make an example of you, your PO will put you in the bing really fast. They're happy to take your $700 again to try it a second time, though. It had something to do with Melanie's law, strange place.
 
picked up 5 grams today; 4G's were just a rock, so I broke off that and shot; had no idea if it was a half G or what but shot and passed the fuck out and woke up 2 or 3 hours later. went out to eat w/ mom dukes came home shot another half G and then woke up 3 hours later again. not sure if its great or maybe I am just knocking myself out, which means its good, right? I feel good but I am not getting a NOD I am just knocking myself out. the "guy" came back cuz I owed him the cash and he had another G and I bought the final G which is the 5th since I already blew through a G+ so quick.
 
Well if anyone is please PM me. Being new to the area sucks and the one guy I know is out of town. Got $ but nowhere to go! Not sure what's worse, not having $ and craving or having $ with no where to get?
 
Don't laugh but where is the south shore? I don't think I am near you, not that u would wanna get from the dude I am hooked up with, his stuff is terrible lately. Know nobody else so evendors though I have a little money today I am gonna take a suboxone and not waste my $ on nothing.
 
Oy! I feel like shit, subs not making me feel better but way too much effort to get $ and have someone go get for me to freaking split it and feel like shit in the morning again. The girl I split with is supposed to split with me but she goes up with other people behind my back and I got nobody else anymore :(
 
so how has it been copping with all this snow? has the supply still been there along with normal prices? or did the price go up or down?.. did anyone have to spend a day or 2 sick cause you couldn't get out to get any?


I remember the snowstorm of jan or feb of i think 2012or 2013 and it was snowing bad but they kept saying how much worse it was gonna be and so I had to get some dope. now my ride down to the spot on a bad day in rushhour was 45mins. so I used to always bring a blunt worth of weed with me when I went and copped and smoked it on the way home but after more then 2hours to get down there, I smoked the blunt in traffic but im getting pissed cause I can see the traffic the other way and its just as bad and so I know I gotta go threw that. so I meet my guy and start to head home. my normal 45min max ride home turned into more 3hours, just inching along. it was brutal and so since I already smoked the blunt cause i was an idiot, I broke in to the dope. now I really shoudnt have gone out cause I was lucky to not be spending the night on the side of the road but when I got home my brother is flippin out cause ive been gone for all day and hes been busting his ass along with my mom and sister. my driveway was so long that by the time you got to the end you had to start from the beginning again cause the snow kept piling..so they all went in while I had to do all this bullshit cause they qwhere pissed off at me..so after alomost 2 hours of that by myself I go in and take a nice hot shower and when i9 get out and thi9nk about the dope, I basically wasn't high no more and I had the rest of that jab waiting so I dipped in and got really high that night..

well I woke up the next day and we had like 20in more of fresh snow and it looked like we did nothing out there the night before and I knew I fuckedup, I knew I should have saved the rest of that dope but when a 1 1/2 max trip turns into over 5hours and then clearing the driveway, it just was too hard to resist, I qwas exhasted..so I had to spend the next day shoveling but had no more dope to get high and the roads were still fucked. so I had to wait another day and I it was brutal
 
Long time lurker, 1st time poster.. just another person bored waiting to cop lol. Anyways I'm in my low 30's,, been at the game since the 80days in my teens.. I'm from the sandbar and shit sucks out here, lonng waits for too much cut and too many rats so most my peeps are in County:/.. man I miss the days of going on road trips for cheap hundred packs. started doing d about 5yrs ago and going steady with the bitch 2yrs ago when my urk guys went down. Still do plenty of oxys but only for 1wk out of the month till my rx runs out lol. I'm sure I would of gave up on this game years ago if I didn't get crippled at work.. Most my friends have moved on at this point. Used to be easy finding new connects now the Cape is so full of scammers if I don't know u I don't bother no matter how sick I am. Fuck the sand bar!
 
Welcome, I am new here Too. Still sitting here hoping for some new connects to come available. Down to 1 guy since the other 2 are down. The guy I am down too is jerk in around the bags are smaller and smaller and tastes like mostly coke and makes me del all jumpy like coke so needless to say I am on subs until some hopeful fire comes available. You would think being close to Boston would be good but maybe cause I am female it's harder to get to know certain people. Never mind I am a complete crazy anxious shy girl that is scared everyone is a cop haha. Well another day gone to shit today Probably. I am always lurking around here, I actually like the Chicago thread! Lots of posting and the people seem fun, Noone around here lately. Where are ya mass???
 
picked up 5 grams today; 4G's were just a rock, so I broke off that and shot; had no idea if it was a half G or what but shot and passed the fuck out and woke up 2 or 3 hours later. went out to eat w/ mom dukes came home shot another half G and then woke up 3 hours later again. not sure if its great or maybe I am just knocking myself out, which means its good, right? I feel good but I am not getting a NOD I am just knocking myself out. the "guy" came back cuz I owed him the cash and he had another G and I bought the final G which is the 5th since I already blew through a G+ so quick.

PICKED UP ANOTHER 5Gs today.

the dope I got today is PURE WHITE, man.. fucking whacky shit. usually go through a G+ a day but so far I didnt even use a G today. I shot 1/4 to start the day and nodded right OUT! RIGHT THE FUCK OUT! scary at first but once I got up I felt great and continued to shoot even less, probably 1/8G my next shot and I felt great. who knows, maybe it has fent in it like all say when its pure white, but for a junked out junkie like myself, it is working great for me. esp. since I picked up 5G's like I did today.
 
Hey, im from CT but I see that the MA thread is a million times more hoppin so I figured id post here to introduce myself. Female, mid 20s, been in the game since I was 16. Started with the roxys, oxys, then dope at 17. Since I started the longest sober time I had was 6 months because I actually wanted it. I feel like Im starting to work up to kicking again. I felt this way the first time I got truly clean but arent quite there yet. Anyway, because I dont currently have a job, I got laid off 3 months ago and am not collecting or nothing I am very savy with my dope. I score every single day, am fortunate enough to have GREAT dealers who deliver to me at the drop of a dime, even in the snow..even if its only for a few bags. I avg a bun a day, and I shoot 2x a day. I usually wakeup, make my calls and do my first early afternoon, then I go on and live a normal life and do my last shot at night when its "me" time and can relax..usually around 11 after my mother gets home from work. So right now im just occupying myself and getting into a chill mode till then. Ive learned with my high tolerance which I effin hate and curse to hell, and my financial predicament to just learn to space out two decent shots. Otherwise its a waste. If rather get an okay shot twice than mutliple shitty unpowerful ones throughout the day. Today was the first day in.a while that I got a decent nod going earlier. The dope ive been getting was fire, but its fallen off a bit. Superman? Def has some strange cut but its stronger then.anything else ive had around. Sorry if im rambling. Just a bit lonely tonight. Im a super extroverted outgoing person and this snow everyday shit makes it SUPER difficult to see my man or any friends. So I miss ppl. Lol. And as many of you know, interacting with your PARENTS everyday just isnt the same. My man knows about my overall addiction issue, he does not know about my recent run, he thinks I am still taking my suboxone tho he isnt stupid and prob does know and is just waiting for me to come forth,.admit it, and get back on the right track. He is not an addict but is as close to someone who isnt one understanding one, which is a true blessing. Being very young, and getting hooked at such a young age I feel mega robbed and have no idea how to live life as a stable responsible striving adult. This economy is shit, my student loans are in the mid 5 digits..its so hard. Im not bitching, im just stating how it is. That's where a lot of my dope use comes in. Id rather get high then get overwhelmed by ALL the self work, and general work that comes with becoming a succesful adult. I feel that I don't know where to start or how, so I get mega overwhelmed and want to get high. I also LOVE the feeling that dope produces. That rush man, that rush. I love it. I dont know HOW I can ever not stop liking or loving it. I guess thats not it, its more.of learning to live without it knowing u LOVE it. If anyone wants to chat hit me up. I think I gave u enough general info and insight for you to tell if wed jive or not.
 
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