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Nothin im good now was on my way to cop was kinda sick n almost caca in my pants. Can we post pics up on here ? I need a second opinion on some shit i just cop'd. It looks almost all white like a dummy bag but i cant really tell if it is or not.
 
On the blue line making my way to Revere to get down to business. Hopefully I won't be disappointed. With all these ODs around here, you gotta be cautious.
 
MassHole617 said:
Nothin im good now was on my way to cop was kinda sick n almost caca in my pants. Can we post pics up on here ? I need a second opinion on some shit i just cop'd. It looks almost all white like a dummy bag but i cant really tell if it is or not.
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Yeah you can physically post pictures.. but it would be pointless because nobody is going to be able to tell you if your dope is good or not from a picture on the internet. Even seeing it in person isn't accurate, because there are so many variables that influence what dope looks like, that have nothing to do with its quality. Only way to know is do a test dose.
 
Yeah its just cut a lot Its weird i got two fiddys off my regular guy one was light brownish the other was almost white and smelled nasty but im pretty jammed did half of one and one dude bags them so weird there like air bubbles the corner bags
 
Effect said:
On the blue line making my way to Revere to get down to business. Hopefully I won't be disappointed. With all these ODs around here, you gotta be cautious.
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Watch out for the red line if you end up there. There are apparently a group of people just attacking random people on the red line. Doesn't even say why, no mention of them robbing the people the attack. They have pics of 2 people who are suspects from surveillance cameras, its just some normal looking white kid and a girl who looks like she might be kinda hot. Bit the pics are poor quality.

MassHole617 said:
OMG helppp. Im gonna shit my pants...
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I know some nursing home emplyess could help you out. Maybe grab some adult diapers.
 
RTrain said:
Watch out for the red line if you end up there. There are apparently a group of people just attacking random people on the red line. Doesn't even say why, no mention of them robbing the people the attack. They have pics of 2 people who are suspects from surveillance cameras, its just some normal looking white kid and a girl who looks like she might be kinda hot. Bit the pics are poor quality.
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I actually was on the red line the other day along with the morning rush crowd and I remembered that someone once told me if your ever on the red line in the morning around that time that you'd be surprised how many people you can pick out who are clearly coming or going from the methadone clinic on Topeka St. Not ripping on those people either, but I was surprised how true it was.

And thanks for the heads up cause I'm going to be using the subway a lot over the next month.
 
^ reminds me of MTA buses in Baltimore. More blacks, but random attacks were the normal it seemed. I loved living there but its safer here in DE. We got the whole heroin epidemic going so even this place is becoming unsafe.
 
This thread is in a big nod...:o Hope everyone's doin well and feelin well if you kno what I mean, haha!! Haven't read from a feww ppl here...maybe they're gettin or are clean so I can understand not goin on BL cause it's counter-productive to the cleaning up process...all the dope talk and how fucked up you are from this fire you got...shit like that just messes up your head; at least for me it does!!
 
South Shore Checking In

MMT here sayin watup.Well,after 10+ years on the done I am jumpin the shark.After being on TH's goin once every 2 weeks for most of that time I got bagged on a callback and said FU to going back on daily and the weekly counseling.I'd been getting tired of the bullsh*t when they started changing the rules every 3 months and watched alot of oldtimers like me losing their TH's for a couple of years now. I saw the writing on the wall that they were on a mission to bust balls so I planned accordingly,knowing my time would come too.Problem is that now that i'm down to 20mg. I feel like an alien(of the ET type) out there even tho I've been playing the game since the late 70's.Started with scramble,decent "Puppy Paw" bags and DL4's in the late 70's,early 80's.Then the stamps started showing up(Liberty,Blue Diamond to name two) that changed the scene,especially for us white guys.We could now buy buns and bricks on our own,right from the dealers when the pagers became popular.This was what led to the payphones not accepting call backs.One of the last to go was the phone on So. Hunington at the VA.But we make do or else we would'nt still be here.My ? is there any advice for a 50 something opiate addict trying to make a solid connect to treat my disease.I'm thinking L**N or L*******E. Possibly even a road trip. BTW,I can pass as hispanic,I'm not white, white.
 
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Why would you just abandon the methadone like that if it's been helping you and go back to the hell of using? Even if you got caught doing something shady after a bottle recall, you don't have to start from scratch.. the clinics will give you like a month or so to prove you're doing the right thing, then if it's all good, you'll get your bottles back.

What were you doing anyway that you got caught on a recall?
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
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Why would you just abandon the methadone like that if it's been helping you and go back to the hell of using? Even if you got caught doing something shady after a bottle recall, you don't have to start from scratch.. the clinics will give you like a month or so to prove you're doing the right thing, then if it's all good, you'll get your bottles back.

What were you doing anyway that you got caught on a recall?
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It's not NYC.They don't give em back that easy.One guy took 10 months to get em back for taking a couple of percs cause he overslept.Had to start at the bottom again. Others never came back.If it was just a month I may have stuck it out but I knew what was comin and I was done kissin ass. Honestly,I was gettin pretty tired of the whole program and took it as a sign.Not sayin I'll never go back but it won't be soon.I'd try the subs first.Without getting into it I'll just say that it was them that fucked up the callback,not me but you can't fight city hall especially when they making rules up as they go along.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
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So what are you gonna do now? Just go back to using full time?
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Def. not planning to but i'm not gonna go thru total done WD's w/out something.I've kicked done w/ dope before but never after this long.This one's gonna take some time and even with help its gonna be tough but ,don't take this wrong,I gotta get this poison out of me.I don't GAF what they say but the shit DOES get into your bones and rots your teeth.I stayed this long cause it was convenient,going daily is OUT.I'm hoping to get to where I can cop once a week or so.That's why I'm starting now.It makes me sick to see all these kids in there teens and 20's being pushed on to maintenance by these clinic parasites.They don't GAF,they just want lifers and their money,the younger the better.Back then you had to PROVE yourself with at least a couple of detox attempts before you could get maintenance.Now they see you sneeze a couple of times and bang,your on maintenance.I'm sure most of us know that pharm. dope is less toxic than methadone but sadly we'll never be a Switzerland.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
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You could try switching to suboxone. Then you wont have to worry about all the bullshit with recalls, loosing your take homes, etc.
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Ya,I know.It's an option but I read they're prolly gonna tighten that up too but I might give it a shot.Problem is that I got a Medical Marijuana reccomend too and the clinic laughed at me.And 99% of the docs around here don't play that either.Plus I hear that gettin off bupe ain't no fun either.
 
smokemctoke420 said:
^ neither is done, but if you do a good and correct taper then either would be bareable.
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Maybe after a year or 2 but this shit is part of me now.I still would'nt sleep for a year.That's the worst part of it for me.And I think that the older you get,the harder the kick.I got all the answers,don't I.Ya know I even flew down to Fla. back in '10 and came back with over 400 30's.Still could'nt go more than acouple of days without some done(tho my dose was still up there).I'm bangin 5,6,7 at a time and still would'nt cut it.That's why I never went back down.I even had one doc call up from down there telling me he opened his own mill and wanted me to make an appt.lol.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
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You could try switching to suboxone. Then you wont have to worry about all the bullshit with recalls, loosing your take homes, etc.
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I've never been on Methadone but I've been on Suboxone for a total of 5-6 years total. Currently on third year straight. But if "recalls" are what I think they are, you still have to worry about it on Suboxone. I go once a week and they can call at any time and make you come in that day and you have to have the correct amount of pills/strips and wrappers of used strips as well as take a drug test so they know you aren't selling them or secretly doing dope or other drugs on the side or taking too much/not enough. Plus they just changed the laws and made Suboxone restrictions tighter (AGAIN) and now every patient has to get their Suboxone script faxed in every single week by the doctor and no refills or call in scripts are allowed. So it's a huge pain in the ass because some pharmacies take longer to get/process scripts than others. Doctors used to just call in the script to the pharmacy and the script would be ready in 30 minutes but for some reason they stopped that so I don't know if this is national but it just happened in Massachusetts last week. When I went to the clinic last week some people had said they actually went out and got high because their pharmacy was fucking around and for some reason still didn't have the script 48 hours later and these people weren't going to be in withdrawal any longer so they got high. I don't blame them. I feel like shit every morning until I take my Suboxone. I've thought about being on Methadone but I don't have a car anymore and there aren't any busses or public transit in my town and the closest clinic is 30 minutes drive (both ways so an hour total) and I don't know anyone that would be willing to waste at least an hour and a half (or more if I had to go to therapy which is group therapy twice a week and individual therapy at least once a week along with other groups they make you go to) every day. But yeah Suboxone keeps getting mores strict and it seems that pretty soon it will be like Methadone where you have to go every day to get your dose. It's beginning to be really difficult to get my script every week.
 
joethehammer said:
don't mean to bust into your convo; before random drug testing started in the 90's there were lots of uniformed city workers shooting drugs. i knew a fireman that liked to get high and a nurse in a city methadone program lost her rn license for diverting meds.
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I know a few EMTs, 1 firefighter and 1 Mass State Police officer that all shoot heroin but they make sure to cover their asses (including always having fake urine on them) so they never get caught.
 
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