Good post auto, I get the knub of your gist but do you think lsd works that way? The more you take the more likely it is to send you mad? One things certain - i must have taken between 100 and 1000 more trips than syd and greeny ever took. And i aint no mummys boy when it comes to dosing ya heah?
And I am as right as a bobbin. No mental illness here pal..isnt that right mummy?...
Same, I mean I can’t say I’ve taken x more/less than anybody without knowing.
I honestly feel it’s logical and plausible Syd ran through 365 mg’s or more, or less, outside of the suspected God knows what possible overdose, in that year alone.
That alone would be an astronomical amount for a lifetime.
I do actually feel LSD can work that way. I totally hear you though, I myself, fully present, conscious, cognisant, communicable, in tune, no loss or negative change in personality or apparent loss of witt, sense of humour and character etc.
As was witnessed in Syd.
A lot of people have gone off the rails with LSD though no question, major prolonged psychotic episodes from prolonged heavy usage.
And seriously, a comfortable 3500 MDMA pills in 9 years, I used all else too but never used acid so deeply for such a prolonged period until this year, after well over a thousand times tripping already bare minimum in 25 years.
And the LSD bender past 20 weeks has changed how I thought.
I believed I could just trip forever, being very grounded, and as acid isn’t exactly harmful for the brain (although it can tax the nervous system).
But no. I would end up like Syd, I see. It would just take a certain quantity.
My head is still fully there as far as all who know me, like no observable negative personality effects, dulling of imagination, humour, sign of loss.
Far from it ironically.
But I feel nuts as hell after my deep trips, the following days, increasingly so, and I’ve felt at times it was a true exercise at maintaining mental calm, focus, passing times.
Way above the mental challenges of post MDMA abuse, although ironically, the MDMA, being damaging, displayed obvious as hell. Clear brain function impairment, especially communication.
I recovered extraordinarily. The LSD feels so much harder to stay with it, control anxiety and panic tendencies. It just doesn’t show at all, as I have zero social anxiety, full self acceptance and confidence in myself and basic abilities.
And a profound degree of calm and control in any social or public situation. I just, don’t feel the pressure. That’s already inside my head. I’ve no fear of others and am fully at ease with my self, and LSD has actually assisted with this kind of self and mental fortification.