B9
Bluelight Crew
OK Where to begin , at the beginning I'd guess!
We 4 (me(S), Z, H & K, see M'n'Ms' TR for details of names if interested)
Anyway 21.00 Consumes MDMA powder (Quality
many thanks )
Shortly afterward Ks awful bad mood has dissapated completely and he lies laughing about anything at all! I try not to to tease him about it but fail.
Fast forward to 23.10>>>>>>>>>> LSD time !!!!!
Liquid dropped onto bread (sacramental )
K ~ 3 drops (he had one more later)
H ~ 4 drops
Z ~ 5 fat drops
S ~ 5 fat drops and one drop for, erm the pot, so to speak.
>>>>>>>> 23.18 after feeling something I closed my eyes , FFS CEVs at 8 minutes !!LOL WTF!!!!
What follows isn't timelined much![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I am going to include PMs I sent just afterward to about the only person I know ( who has tripped this level with me, recently, well close to it anyway )
It was INTENSE
I had occassional PARANOIA , I never get PARANOIA on acid .
I thought the other three were in on some conspiracy, but I thought "well if they are there's fuck all I can do about it anyway so if they are going to rip my soul out and dance on it so be it"!8( :D
They didn't !
My CEVs were incredibly complex, fantastical colours impossible things whole worlds stacked in boxes with wobbly cartoonesque walls (see through walls)all mobile and happening in a huge square pile of oblong boxes.
The PARANOIA continues off and on
Then I sorta kept "going away" and coming back to the room , how long these episodes lasted I couldn't say but I became things and they became me.
Sorta on a molecular level.
I recall seeing eight (I think) Small intensely coloured spiral of different colours (CEV) like blotters with a spiral print on, rainbow colours I think [edit avatar changed to give vague idea but were intense colour , all different and went thinnner rather than thicker as the arms move outward! best I could do I'm a afraid - zophen]
At one point Z & I began staring into each others eyes, we began to send information both emotional and unknown memories, past lives huge parts of history passed between us, our souls literally poured into each other, then we cuddled as we did did a flash of light, blinding white light (we were eyes closed and on the astral plane at this point) kinda blessed and unified our souls as one ~ although we retain our individual ones I am certain of this. Married in heaven WOW !!!!!! %) i immediately turnded to Z and said could you EVER believe such a thing was possible ? She says well I always had hope I always had faith that it was , me too me too .
I cried about this later With joy.
I also had "hallucinations" a dog (bit like a german sheperd ) was in the room a couple of times, not doing anything just being there, wandered around a little , he was benign.
Things were really fuct up at times mind, words were like lumps of stuff which I didn't understand as words just as shapes which i couldn't make any sense of at all.
Later my OEVs were like iconography H was sat opposite me and looked like a tiny doll-like icon surrounded by like rainbow stuff (see happyus's avatar and you'll see what I mean pretty much like that, but much more mobile)
Ketamine on the tail was DARK but i end here for now and will cut 'n' paste my incoherent ramblings from saturday ,
OH yeah AUDIO we all (I think) got lots of AUDIO !! Also at one point (this I wouldn't ever have believed) my LSD experience passed into DMT territory
The carrier wave and the universal download That really made me think WTF !!!
It wound down after about 10 hours to acceptable levels but continued until evening time ~ total approx 20 hours.
*skips away to cut 'n' paste *
And
And
We 4 (me(S), Z, H & K, see M'n'Ms' TR for details of names if interested)
Anyway 21.00 Consumes MDMA powder (Quality
many thanks )Shortly afterward Ks awful bad mood has dissapated completely and he lies laughing about anything at all! I try not to to tease him about it but fail.
Fast forward to 23.10>>>>>>>>>> LSD time !!!!!
Liquid dropped onto bread (sacramental
)K ~ 3 drops (he had one more later)
H ~ 4 drops
Z ~ 5 fat drops
S ~ 5 fat drops and one drop for, erm the pot, so to speak.
>>>>>>>> 23.18 after feeling something I closed my eyes , FFS CEVs at 8 minutes !!LOL WTF!!!!
What follows isn't timelined much
I am going to include PMs I sent just afterward to about the only person I know ( who has tripped this level with me, recently, well close to it anyway
)It was INTENSE
I had occassional PARANOIA , I never get PARANOIA on acid .
I thought the other three were in on some conspiracy, but I thought "well if they are there's fuck all I can do about it anyway so if they are going to rip my soul out and dance on it so be it"!8( :D
They didn't !
My CEVs were incredibly complex, fantastical colours impossible things whole worlds stacked in boxes with wobbly cartoonesque walls (see through walls)all mobile and happening in a huge square pile of oblong boxes.
The PARANOIA continues off and on
Then I sorta kept "going away" and coming back to the room , how long these episodes lasted I couldn't say but I became things and they became me.
Sorta on a molecular level.
I recall seeing eight (I think) Small intensely coloured spiral of different colours (CEV) like blotters with a spiral print on, rainbow colours I think [edit avatar changed to give vague idea but were intense colour , all different and went thinnner rather than thicker as the arms move outward! best I could do I'm a afraid - zophen]
At one point Z & I began staring into each others eyes, we began to send information both emotional and unknown memories, past lives huge parts of history passed between us, our souls literally poured into each other, then we cuddled as we did did a flash of light, blinding white light (we were eyes closed and on the astral plane at this point) kinda blessed and unified our souls as one ~ although we retain our individual ones I am certain of this. Married in heaven WOW !!!!!!
%) i immediately turnded to Z and said could you EVER believe such a thing was possible ? She says well I always had hope I always had faith that it was , me too me too .I cried about this later
With joy. I also had "hallucinations" a dog (bit like a german sheperd ) was in the room a couple of times, not doing anything just being there, wandered around a little , he was benign.
Things were really fuct up at times mind, words were like lumps of stuff which I didn't understand as words just as shapes which i couldn't make any sense of at all.
Later my OEVs were like iconography H was sat opposite me and looked like a tiny doll-like icon surrounded by like rainbow stuff (see happyus's avatar and you'll see what I mean pretty much like that, but much more mobile)
Ketamine on the tail was DARK but i end here for now and will cut 'n' paste my incoherent ramblings from saturday ,
OH yeah AUDIO we all (I think) got lots of AUDIO !! Also at one point (this I wouldn't ever have believed) my LSD experience passed into DMT territory
The carrier wave and the universal download
That really made me think WTF !!!It wound down after about 10 hours to acceptable levels but continued until evening time ~ total approx 20 hours.
*skips away to cut 'n' paste *
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I was with you the whole way as well as with m and M. Cheers my sweet friend and lovely and inspiring wife. :D You two know the love I have for you, hats off to the trip report you two are my kind of writers and you really bring the person to the place and feeling there in the moment as it was with you. I love it, keep them coming. %) Very inspiring my friend.
