high on stemz-nseeds
Ex-Bluelighter
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The night started out quiet but raining slightly. I was laying on my couch watching tv, after a long tiring day at work, when the phone rang. It was my friend, he had finally gotten ahold of some acid; a 10-strip. I instantly woke up out of my fatigue and got excited. He said he would be over in 20 minutes, so I took that time to clean up and prepare a trip friendly environment.
He got over, and suprised me with his generosity when he handed me half of his 10 strip; 5 bright blue geltabs. I asked how powerful it was supposed to be, and he said "I don't know but I am taking all 5" he said with a mischevious grin. I thought about it for a minute, thought about how much trouble i would get in if something happened, because I am on probation for a drug related incident in which I sort of lost my mind.
I decided to take 1 and wait and see how hard my friend B was tripping. We sat and played GTA san andreas while waiting for it to kick in. After about 20 minutes B said "Oooh man. I'm feeling it!" he said with excitement. His eyes looked wide and dilated. Then, after 40 minutes after taking them, I started feeling that nervous odd stimulation. It was good in a way, but weird also. I started seeing visuals; squiggly lines wiggling all over everything and shimerring with bright colors.
B kept staring at his hands.. like really staring into them without moving or saying anything for minutes at a time. At times he muttered "wow.." then at about T+2hrs, he was laying down with his eyes wide open, ocasionally twitching or talking nonsense. He had a big smile most of the time. I started craving an intense psychedelic experience, as i was just getting a tease, so I looked at the other 4 hits and without hesitation put them under my tongue.
***
The world is melting, I am melting, my ego is gone. I am flying out of my body existing as different shapes in some kind of weird, bright reality. There is an intense but dissasociated fear that went right along with me, even if "I" was some weird consciousness stuck in a time loop in between dimensions. A face, very twisted and unrecognizable appears in the center of my viewing area, which seemed to be 360 degrees. The face was angry and yelling. It was a threat to the flow of consciousness, I thought... In this reality "I" had no concept of right or wrong, death or life, up or down, time and space, nothing. There were mirrors and windows that appeared everywhere, and I thought (not using words) that these were portals. Then I started getting more negative vibes. The face was threatening my waves of energy. A window appeared and showed me that I had force potential.
I send out an emission of force towards the face, and use what I think is my body now to focus the force. I am feeling some resistance from this entity.. it is strong in its powers almost like me. The zaps thump against my 4th dimensional consciousness. My vision twists backwards and to black as my body tries to tell me somethings wrong.
***
I wake up from some state of mind that wasn't sleep, but I don't remember it. I am leaning against kitchen cabinents, my ass on the floor, legs stretched out. Electric signals of pain fly through me in random places. My vision is still active in producing bending and breathing but it is like calm lakewater compared to the tidal wave of visual activity before.
I get up. Blood is on my hands. The living room is trashed; couches moved, books ripped up, my expensive lamp broken. I feel dread sink all through me, with mixes together badly with the physical pain. I see B laying beside the heat register. He is in the fetal position and appears to be sleeping. He has red and blue marks all over his face.
We later get ourselves together and clean up the mess. It appeared we both went nuts and beat each other up, and tore the room up. We didn't suffer serious injuries besides cuts and bruises which hurt to the bones. B had to tell his parents he got in a fight with someone and he got in trouble. Both of our knuckles were swelled, blood splattered and red.
I can still remember unleashing some of that insane "force" i used. I didn't really know what I was, I just thought the concept of sending out force beams but I wasn't thinking in words. It was definately not me, I was a psychotic ghost.
B said he will never trip again.
I said I will take just as much, but next time I want to be in the woods where its safer.
He got over, and suprised me with his generosity when he handed me half of his 10 strip; 5 bright blue geltabs. I asked how powerful it was supposed to be, and he said "I don't know but I am taking all 5" he said with a mischevious grin. I thought about it for a minute, thought about how much trouble i would get in if something happened, because I am on probation for a drug related incident in which I sort of lost my mind.
I decided to take 1 and wait and see how hard my friend B was tripping. We sat and played GTA san andreas while waiting for it to kick in. After about 20 minutes B said "Oooh man. I'm feeling it!" he said with excitement. His eyes looked wide and dilated. Then, after 40 minutes after taking them, I started feeling that nervous odd stimulation. It was good in a way, but weird also. I started seeing visuals; squiggly lines wiggling all over everything and shimerring with bright colors.
B kept staring at his hands.. like really staring into them without moving or saying anything for minutes at a time. At times he muttered "wow.." then at about T+2hrs, he was laying down with his eyes wide open, ocasionally twitching or talking nonsense. He had a big smile most of the time. I started craving an intense psychedelic experience, as i was just getting a tease, so I looked at the other 4 hits and without hesitation put them under my tongue.
***
The world is melting, I am melting, my ego is gone. I am flying out of my body existing as different shapes in some kind of weird, bright reality. There is an intense but dissasociated fear that went right along with me, even if "I" was some weird consciousness stuck in a time loop in between dimensions. A face, very twisted and unrecognizable appears in the center of my viewing area, which seemed to be 360 degrees. The face was angry and yelling. It was a threat to the flow of consciousness, I thought... In this reality "I" had no concept of right or wrong, death or life, up or down, time and space, nothing. There were mirrors and windows that appeared everywhere, and I thought (not using words) that these were portals. Then I started getting more negative vibes. The face was threatening my waves of energy. A window appeared and showed me that I had force potential.
I send out an emission of force towards the face, and use what I think is my body now to focus the force. I am feeling some resistance from this entity.. it is strong in its powers almost like me. The zaps thump against my 4th dimensional consciousness. My vision twists backwards and to black as my body tries to tell me somethings wrong.
***
I wake up from some state of mind that wasn't sleep, but I don't remember it. I am leaning against kitchen cabinents, my ass on the floor, legs stretched out. Electric signals of pain fly through me in random places. My vision is still active in producing bending and breathing but it is like calm lakewater compared to the tidal wave of visual activity before.
I get up. Blood is on my hands. The living room is trashed; couches moved, books ripped up, my expensive lamp broken. I feel dread sink all through me, with mixes together badly with the physical pain. I see B laying beside the heat register. He is in the fetal position and appears to be sleeping. He has red and blue marks all over his face.
We later get ourselves together and clean up the mess. It appeared we both went nuts and beat each other up, and tore the room up. We didn't suffer serious injuries besides cuts and bruises which hurt to the bones. B had to tell his parents he got in a fight with someone and he got in trouble. Both of our knuckles were swelled, blood splattered and red.
I can still remember unleashing some of that insane "force" i used. I didn't really know what I was, I just thought the concept of sending out force beams but I wasn't thinking in words. It was definately not me, I was a psychotic ghost.
B said he will never trip again.
I said I will take just as much, but next time I want to be in the woods where its safer.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
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