So I'm fairly experienced with psychedelics. I've experienced ego death and a whole gamut of different psychedelics at different intensities ranging from +/- to +++ (the ++++'s are debatable and subjective, although I believe I've experienced it). Specifically here, though, I'm talking about lsd.
I remember when I first started doing psyches. There was a beautiful, clear change in my thought patterns. Certain concepts disappeared, the scope of my thoughts changed, and I could view things in an entirely different way. I call this the "trip mind." Characteristics of this include sudden flashes of insight/"knowing," inability to deal with higher order concepts such as math and geography, a feeling of connectedness with the universe, and the ability to view a thought from many angles previously unthought of.
But.. that doesn't happen anymore. I get a little bit of it at fairly high doses, but for the most part, my thought processes seem to remain the same. Maybe it's that I've learned "how to think" while tripping, but I really, really miss trip mind. That's the whole reason I got into psychedelics. For a brief, shining period, I can understand (or think I understand) the universe. I rarely get that anymore, even off of doses I would consider high based visual cues.
Has anyone else experienced this? Any ideas of how to bring the magic back?
I remember when I first started doing psyches. There was a beautiful, clear change in my thought patterns. Certain concepts disappeared, the scope of my thoughts changed, and I could view things in an entirely different way. I call this the "trip mind." Characteristics of this include sudden flashes of insight/"knowing," inability to deal with higher order concepts such as math and geography, a feeling of connectedness with the universe, and the ability to view a thought from many angles previously unthought of.
But.. that doesn't happen anymore. I get a little bit of it at fairly high doses, but for the most part, my thought processes seem to remain the same. Maybe it's that I've learned "how to think" while tripping, but I really, really miss trip mind. That's the whole reason I got into psychedelics. For a brief, shining period, I can understand (or think I understand) the universe. I rarely get that anymore, even off of doses I would consider high based visual cues.
Has anyone else experienced this? Any ideas of how to bring the magic back?
