Hey y'all,
Six years of being on opiates, four of those being on 30mg roxicodones 8x a day and 40mg oxycontins 2x a day.
I've been tapering down - on paper, I'm down to three 20mg roxis and two 40mg Oxys; I don't really keep track but I DO DEFINITELY know I've tapered way down.
I've been wanting to kick this shit for a long time, and my head and mentality is definitely in the game, and I want/need to come off by the 26th of this month. Long story short, a practitioner at a PCP practice has been helping me taper down, I never signed any sort of pain contract with them, never got UA'd, and since the taper has restarted my insomnia, I've taken a few benzo's here and there in addition to my MMJ (which she knows I am), and last week the sprang a UA on me and despite the fact that I never signed anything with them and they can't TECHNICALLY 'hold it against me', the doc can certainly decide to cut me off, which I have a feeling he'll do on the 26th.
So, I'd really rather not chance it, and try doing a rapid taper to get me off ASAP.
Realistically, can this be done utilizing loperamide? I have, like, 8-10 40mg Oxys left (I've been cutting them in half), and about 20-35 20mg roxis left (which I haven't touched since thurs; again, just been cutting my Oxys up and either swallowing or chewing the halves/quarters), and I'm wondering, what's the best way to go about this??
Can loperamide be used in addition to a taper? Should I simply go for the loperamide, and only use maybe one or two of my opiate pills in the morning and before I go to bed?
Asinine and redundant questions, I'm sure, but, there's a LOT of posts here, and I'm asking in relation to my specific meds, dosages, and time allotted.
Any and all advice is so very greatly appreciated; withdrawal is terrifying and something I feel I'd rather die than experience again
