Oh I’d totally be keen to try microdosing, I just need to find someone here with the knowledge to get it for me and get it started.
From your language, I'm guessing you're in the UK somewhere but I may be mistaken. It's my understanding that there are several so-called psychedelic societies over there that may be able to help you out.
On my 40th birthday last year I bit the bullet and tried my first ever psychedelic.
DMT.
The only problem was as soon as the trip began (the kaleidoscope of colours everywhere) I freaked out and refused to smoke anymore. Lol
DMT is quite an initiation. Not something I'd recommend a first-timer to try, but then I rarely recommend anyone to involve themselves with psychedelics.
I have a borderline paranoid personality by nature, and schizophrenia is in my gene pool, along with a whole other host of multiple personality type family members who are largely undiagnosed but most definitely insane.
Even weed causes me to over think at times and I have to pull myself up.
If I started seeing shit that isn’t even there, I truly worry if I’d come out of it with my sanity in tact lol
In this case, be careful... Whereas I understand that the habitual knee-jerk warning against using psychedelics when at-risk for schizophrenia may be slightly overblown, it's still something to seriously consider, even apparently when contemplating microdosing.
I'd suggest to look into the works of mr James Fadiman, and this forum for sure has a lot of resources when it comes to this topic. There is a great subreddit devoted to the topic as well. r/microdosing if I'm not mistaken.
Good luck!