The long journey begins..
It began yesterday, I got my stimus tax check in the mail($600). I had a few ideas on my mind, I could go buy some Oxy's($600s worth), buy some coke, nintendo WII... spinning hubcaps for my car.... Then it came to me!( I've been addicted to Oxy's, K4's, H, for 3 years now. So last night I Googled Suboxone.. I found out where some doctors were around my house, So this morning I gave one a call. Driveing over there was the hardest thing I could do, I wanted to pull off somewhere and do this oxy I had in my shoe for a few days. So on my way to the doctor.. I get there and they made me fill out some papers n shit, then they told me since there are alot of back out people I had to pay $175 for an apt and $175 on the day of the apt. Shity thing is that it wont be untill june 4th before I actully have the fucking apt, what do they expect me to do till then? bang my brains out with H or wait and still still.. these are going to be the slowest days of my life.. eh good thing is that I might have a chance to beat my addiction. until then.. don't know..