Hey all, happy Friday. I've got a deal here I think you good folks may be able to help me with. First a short background; I'm 56 years old and retired with 100% disability due to a bad work comp injury to my right leg/knee. I'm a child of the 70s and partied with all kinds of drugs all my life. Everything from weed, to ludes, to LSD back in my mispent youth. I used to drink a lot of whisky, but had to give it up when it started to cause me trouble about 20 years ago. Now, I smoke a little weed if I happen to be around friends that are smoking, but my favorite drugs are painkillers. I did a 5 year run on Heroin a couple decades ago, but like the whisky, it started giving me trouble. Stuff like not paying bills and losing jobs, etc... So that brings me to now, a 56 year old retired guy, with a great wife (arrow straight except for an occasional glass of wine), and 3 great dogs (labs). I have a delima in that I really like the high I get from stuff like oxycosone, benzos, etc.... I'm at a point in my health, that I actually get some pain meds on the up and up. My right knee is Fubar'd pretty bad. I'm waiting on a work comp settlement right now, and my family Doc gives me 150 10/325 percs, and 60 valiums a month, just so I can take care of me house and yard. Trouble is, with all the pill Nazi crap, it's like pulling teeth to get him to write me the stuff, even though I've been seeing him over 15 years. I know he has pressure on him, but man, you build a tolerance ya know. That, and my knee just keeps getting worse, pain wise. So the thing is, do I chance getting a pain specialist, or will he freak and cut me off? I have no idea how this stuff works. Do you just look on the web and pick out a doc that takes your insurance? I'm not saying I'm not going to party some too, but first I'd just like to get enough to really manage my pain. Thanks a heap in advance, Jay Oh, I'm in a KS subarb of kansas city. I hope this is in the right forum, if not maybe a mod could move it, thanks.
