Stay.Blazed.420
Bluelighter
So ever since i started IV'ing oxy i realized that i would nod out way longer than i normally would off of dilaudid. However I decided to video tape myself close up just to see what mt eyes looked like. My left eye just rolls around in all directions..like it's lazy. In fact it looked quite scary. Just typing right now i have to close my left eye and squint with the right. however if i close my right one and try focusing with my left i can't fpcus AT A;;/// (wow see that was trying to focus with my left eye).
I'm scared this is going to be permanent and I also don't understand why it's only my left eye messed up. when i'm high both eyes have roubke focusing when i'm nodding out,,, but the left one is scary as shit. i've never had a lazy eye before. Also - when i feel like i shouldnt be high anymore (body isn't as relaxed, no euphoria, etc.) i still nod out really bad and can't keep my eyes open.
I also get random sharp and dull pains in my upper back, and just suddenly sharp pains on my left side of my chest (like - ON my side but where my chest is)
also sometimes when im doing sometjomg amd ots soo hard to keep my eyes open i close them and then in my head i continue doing whatever it was tjat o was doing. it's like i instantly go into a dream. For example i was playing sim city and was going to build a big zone of buildings, however i closed my eyes (without even really noticing) and in my head i did all the stuff i was going to do. then i open my eyes amd chake my head to regain focus but realize i haven't done anything yet,
AGAIN IT JUST HAPPENED I THOUGHT I POSTED THE THREAD. what is going on?? am i losing my mind? and what is up with my left eye going lazy and out of focus. can anyone please help me i am very scared. thank tou in advance.
I'm scared this is going to be permanent and I also don't understand why it's only my left eye messed up. when i'm high both eyes have roubke focusing when i'm nodding out,,, but the left one is scary as shit. i've never had a lazy eye before. Also - when i feel like i shouldnt be high anymore (body isn't as relaxed, no euphoria, etc.) i still nod out really bad and can't keep my eyes open.
I also get random sharp and dull pains in my upper back, and just suddenly sharp pains on my left side of my chest (like - ON my side but where my chest is)
also sometimes when im doing sometjomg amd ots soo hard to keep my eyes open i close them and then in my head i continue doing whatever it was tjat o was doing. it's like i instantly go into a dream. For example i was playing sim city and was going to build a big zone of buildings, however i closed my eyes (without even really noticing) and in my head i did all the stuff i was going to do. then i open my eyes amd chake my head to regain focus but realize i haven't done anything yet,
AGAIN IT JUST HAPPENED I THOUGHT I POSTED THE THREAD. what is going on?? am i losing my mind? and what is up with my left eye going lazy and out of focus. can anyone please help me i am very scared. thank tou in advance.

