THANK YOU TO ALL.
i am still feeling the residual effects of the experience (4 days later, yes... has this ever occurred with any other psychedelic or combination of, for me? no...) , my visual perceptions (mostly w lcd screens by NOW, lol) are still slightly obscured, my state of being is at a sustained calm which is the effect i most look forward to achieving in inducing any entheogen-ic healing, depending on circumstances this sustained calm has endured anywhere from hours after the trip to weeks, so making it to 4 days without unnecessary stress, although not totally uncommon after taking an entheogen has stopped before a fourth day more than it has continued beyond.
The day OF the trip, full-rainbow fractals were everywhere, especially when my eyes were closed. it seems as though everything radiated the full spectrum of color. The day of, physically, I felt as though I had taken mushrooms... i was mildly lethargic but the calm energy my headspace was feeling/producing, made moving around and engaging in the day physically, easy (whereas with mushrooms i never get quite so euphoric that moving is worth the idea unless the idea is to take a shit.)... all without feeling the amphetamine-like, overwhelming (sometimes), physical euphoria felt when lsd is isolated. Closed eye visuals were not the STRONGEST i had ever experienced, but were absolutely stunning and perhaps will end up impacting more than previous, more powerful closed eye sessions.
the walls shifted and tapestries formed, opening my consciousness and diminishing my ego.
nausea was felt for an hour or so, i did vomit (20 minutes after ingesting the mescaline)... but after vomiting and shitting twice (feeling/seeing a flurry of rainbows w every push, hah) i felt a new.
our body needs these alkaloids. no conventional therapy has ever impacted me so vigorously for a few minutes, much less four days.
again, i STRONGLY suggest the combination, esp for general mental and emotional healing.
THANKS