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Knockin' boots! v. When wuz the last time you did the funky monkey?

This morning - still not cumming. It's nice to cum, but I only like to cum together now.

Yo Rangrz if you find it frustrating try this out - stay open minded, even if you don't believe in the cosmic theory of what it does, you will notice the effects if you do it correctly http://pl.scribd.com/doc/7905854/Tibetan-Rejuvenation-6th-Rite <----this will take away the frustration you speak of, and also generally keep your energy levels up, if not actually rejuvenated.

I always have been in the habit of pleasing women primarily and then once they'd cum a few times, then I could blow, then last year I had a pretty selfish year because I'd never really allowed myself to experience it since I started having sex 10 years ago - I met this gypsy gal who didn't care I didn't make her cum, but she still said I was the best shag ever, we had a fucking great sex and it felt really mad to just pound her pussy for a while, but deny her of any orgasms...it suited for a period - I think she also had some mental blocks though.

There was also this witch who I didn't even like that much except she was kinda hilarious as a friend - massive slut though - I never let her orgasm while we had sex, I just fucked her and came, but I would go down on her for ages - she loved my tongue.

It's nice to have a woman who thinks I am so captivated by her, that she has pussy power over me, only for me to tease HER or deny her, and take the power back (cue Rage Against the Machine http://youtu.be/APmUWC8S1_M)

Ye Gods, I love fucking... *MORNING!*
 
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It's frustrating, but in a fun way. You know what I mean? Like it feels amazing...I love being on the edge and being teased....that desire spills over into non-sexual stuff too. Like I LOVE that tension and mix of excitement and dread when I'm standing on the back of Globe Master at 35,000 feet getting ready to jump.

It's kind of the same feeling. I just direct that pent up energy towards her. Like lavishing her with attention and affection and all that stuff. The more teased and frustrated I am, the more I want to do stuff for her. I guess it works in the sense of making me less of an abrasive dickwad. :P
 
I think Ms.G might be more cunning and more Domme than she lets on...just thinking about this and how much it affects me... like shit... I worked all night, and did not go to sleep because I needed to call her several times to act as her alarm clock. That's how well it strings me along. But as I said, it's probably good for the relationship over all, cause otherwise I'd be more of a douchebag and all that.

mmm Just one more day and I get her...fuck I'm excited. The breathing exercises you shared look pretty look good. They are actually not that different than what I do already, which I learned on the pathfinder/sniper course, for controlling your anxiety/excitement and keeping a steady shot and acting calm and purposeful. They work really well. You almost control your heartbeat (cause it shakes the rifle) and learn how to time your shot between heartbeats. Which is what I currently do to stop myself from wanking lol. I do the same exercise, just sans rifle.

So, why does that tension and frustration cause one to want to lavish more attention and affection on the person who is arguably the cause of it?
 
^Angry sex, man, angry sex...

In other news, rangrz has convinced me to find a hot soldier with all the proper equipment. Should help me forget about ridiculous 2-mn guy. ;)
 
rangrz said:
.God damn girl...you are probably going kill the poor guy when you get your hands on him! Or at least give him dick blisters...lol...those fucking hurt...I've gotten them before from both MDPV induced 5 days-no sleep- sex and BDSM rampage and methamp induced wanking.

LOL...yeah, I'm good at that...I basically never cum from banging...I always hold back and make sure she can orgasm. Then most of the time she just smiles and tells not to wank and won't help wank and says wait til next time. It's sooo frustrating, but it's good self control exercise, and then next time, when she does get me off, it's fucking mind blowing and I literally spasm from it. Extended teasing and denial is epic and actually of fun, if you can get past the basic animal like urge to get off ASAP.
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Extended teasing and denial IS epic. I love this. Here is me denying my dear last night. Even virtually. Is it too much? ha ha ha.

He has only had sex one TIME in his life. For me to wait 3 more months is nothing and more like a game. Easy because I know exactly how long I need to wait for my "reward". Virginesque... I will be quite literally starting from scratch.. he has no algorithms for sex... what amusement. First I get to teach him what to do, then how to do, and then how to tell ME what to do. At 29, this opportunity is just so unlikely.

b1T I will try that redirection of sexual energy! I will need it dearly in the coming spring months.
 
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rangrz said:
You almost control your heartbeat (cause it shakes the rifle) and learn how to time your shot between heartbeats. Which is what I currently do to stop myself from wanking lol. I do the same exercise, just sans rifle.
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I learnt how to do that because of playing the original Metal Gear Solid on Playstation - either use Diazepam, or slow your breath (which slows your heart) which led me onto studying snipers, and learnt to fire between breaths.

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In other news, rangrz has convinced me to find a hot soldier with all the proper equipment. Should help me forget about ridiculous 2-mn guy. ;)
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"all the proper equipment?" care to share?
 
Pagey said:
^Angry sex, man, angry sex...

In other news, rangrz has convinced me to find a hot soldier with all the proper equipment. Should help me forget about ridiculous 2-mn guy. ;)
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Nyah, it's never angry sex. It's always super affectionate and loving. What proper equipment are meaning? 60lbs worth of rigid, sweaty body armour? :P

I learnt how to do that because of playing the original Metal Gear Solid on Playstation - either use Diazepam, or slow your breath (which slows your heart) which led me onto studying snipers, and learnt to fire between breaths.
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We slow our breathing, but we sometimes use propanolol, cause of the the less severe psychoactive effects.
 
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^^inderal worked wonders for my grouping at the range. with the m4 I could've qualified as marksman with little effort. expert required quit a bit more effort on my part.
 
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Yeah, its amazing how much of a difference it makes. I hear that surgeons use it for the same reason.
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I knew a cardio surgeon who used it (switched to fentanyl illegally) and said he needed to calm his shakes as he was a benzos/boozer off the job.
 
Last night and then again this morning. Very hot and sexy and intense time with Ms.G. We went to watch Oh Dark Thirty and I was fingering her quite a bit during it...she is rather aroused by that type of imagery and situations and all that (which is awesome for me, cause I am one of those people in camo and body armour and shit and have kicked doors in and toss grenades etc...so yay...cause, particularly in Canada, it makes for a lot less people who can compete :P) Then we went home and we scissored and then I nommed her around back a bit, and then up front with her toy thingy in, and she was dripping wet and then we had an epic bang and she had a super intense orgasm. Then bed, and we woke up and I started petting her a bit and kissing her body and then she wanted to bang and we had a really vigorous bang and she had another rather hot orgasm. :)
 
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Last night and then again this morning. Very hot and sexy and intense time with Ms.G. We went to watch Oh Dark Thirty and I was fingering her quite a bit during it...she is rather aroused by that type of imagery and situations and all that (which is awesome for me, cause I am one of those people in camo and body armour and shit and have kicked doors in and toss grenades etc...so yay...cause, particularly in Canada, it makes for a lot less people who can compete :P) Then we went home and we scissored and then I nommed her around back a bit, and then up front with her toy thingy in, and she was dripping wet and then we had an epic bang and she had a super intense orgasm. Then bed, and we woke up and I started petting her a bit and kissing her body and then she wanted to bang and we had a really vigorous bang and she had another rather hot orgasm. :)
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Well, sounds like she's releasing her stress right =D
 
Haha, yes..good way to relax. :)

This morning, we woke up, but we missed something we was suppose to go to. Ms.G was not feeling at first really into it. We took our dexedrine and went back to bed til it kicked it. I was sort of lightly petting her and stuff, and she was still not really digging the it sexually, just like non-sexual pets. I dunno, I just decided to/want to pet her legs a bit, cause w/e. Then I kissed her toe and she sort of pushed it into my mouth, and we did a bit of that (which tbh, usually gets her worked up enough to want to be outright sexual) and sure enough, then she was enjoying me rubbing her thru her pants.

Then I just grabbed her arms and pushed them above her head and got on top of her and started grinding against her and kissing her neck...she at this point removed her pants of her own accord and was moaning and stuff, so I nommed her and she pushed her groin up into my head firmly and kept nomming. She asked me to lay on my back so she could straddle my head for more noms, but ended up just grinding on me til sh climaxed. Very hot. :)
 
had a quickie in the back of her car. I enjoyed it. felt good to bust again this week :D. sleep time
 
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