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Dissociatives [Ketamine Subthread] Tolerance & Addiction

sounds like its really dangerous for you to even think about using on weekends, friend.

Lots of us have to stay away from the stuff, because it has too much of an addictive bite.

How would life be without the stuff, honestly?
 
Only addicted in your head. If you want to truly stop abusing it, then stop. Stop getting it from your sources.

If you keep using/abusing ketamine health problems may prevail. You're choice, not the drug.

I love k, even after these possible medical symptoms I have had. Just tone it down, or stop altogether if you're truly worried about health.
 
Day 1 of my hopefully week long break. It was getting to the point where i'd come straight home from work, ignoring all the texts/calls from my homies and just sniffing a few lines until the sun comes up. :(
 
Addictive? Mentally, no doubt. Fun? No arguments there.-Nothing like being stuck in a k-hole or increasing the power of your imagination x 10... or being aware of synchronicity as you go on doing daily chorus, etc. Good news is after a few days of referring you should not have any more cravings
 
Im addicted to ketamine

Im accepting that im addicted to it now harder than every before., Sniffing an ounce every 5 dayss, doing it every consumable minute of the day, staying up hours on end sniffin, sniffing at work, sniffing at home, sniffing untill i feel like im dead. Now getting frequent extreme stomach pains after a day of heavy use, So bad curled up into a ball on the floor praying for jesus to help me, cold Sweating, panicking, fainting, pain so bad i feel like im actually dieing. on probation for this stuff so afraid 2 call for 911 when i really feel like i should get some medical assistance, about 2 lose my job now for this stuff. this has costed me my life for the past 2 years, Been in jail, gone through countless court trials, been on my knees so long. Now i think im dieing, Pain so strong, Thousands of dollars down the drain, lost of respect from family, lost of friends, mental pain, infections, flues, dropped out, no education, no stable life.... FK

Just saying Dont get hooked, its pretty bleak.
 
Thank you for sharing your experience, maybe it could happen to be useful to another on the same path.

You need to get medical assistance, It's scary, it's embarrassing, but you shouldn't dance around these things. I don't know about the immediate medical issues with ketamine abuse, but if your description is anything to go by, you should get some medical help just to be sure.

Much love to you man, best wishes. I'll gladly talk about these things in more depth later, but I felt this is important to say right away.
 
sounds like kidney damage. I would go to the ER as soon as possible right now....don't just wait it out if it really is that bad.

bad pains are NOT a good sign man. I have had nights where I just stayed home with "bad pains" and been fine, but that doesnt mean it's going to work for you.

An OUNCE every 5 days? dude, I used to get an ounce bag, and that would last me 2 weeks at the worst of my K addiciotn...5 days? that is very dangerous man....very dangerous!

hope you're OK!
 
also, I would recommend hitting up your local REHAB ASAP. it can help a lot, and even just getting some clean time would probably save your life at this point.
 
also, from an experienced heavy user: K is a bitch to try and get off. a real ugly bitch. You should really try to arrange some rehab, even a 3 month one.......cause it sounds like your use is going to cost you your precious one life that you have man........
 
Man I'm so sorry you're in the state you're in. You have to start to ween yourself off though, or you're probably going to to have serious kidney and bladder problems. Hopefully you can tell someone close to you and have them help you get through your problem, or check into rehab maybe.

I've just recently started noticing how many people are starting to have life changing problems from ketamine. I wish you the best, and hang in there!
 
Sorry to hear about your troubles with K.. the problem with it is that it's so relatively harmless to start with , that it can lead to bigger problems with heavy usage and stick to certain personalities especially in that dissociated bubble without trouble, care or worry.. All the best, hope all is restored.. also urging me to cut down my usage as it is becoming daily just not so much
 
I'm sending you all my healing energy. I know you can help yourself, we're helping you too. You will get through this. I have been using ketamine regularly myself, but I have a very healthy relationship with it. I will try and talk to the ketamine spirit and get ketaspirit to give you a break, but you have to help yourself first.
 
be well bargnani

i dont think i can add anything useful to whats already been said.
Ketamine is addicitive, i think thats something alot of us have laready learned.
Now its in our own hands to control our usage.

take care
 
An ounce every 5 days! Thats insane im not sure of the purity in canada but down here its insane half a gram keep you going all night out of your mind i feel for ya man must be terrible ide seek medical attention right away good luck...
 
Ketamine & Stomach Cramps may be of interest and The Big and Dandy Ketamine Thread also has some discussion of k-pains.

That sounds like a pretty major addiction you have going there. Like others, I would strongly advise getting medical help and rehabilitation. Sadly, continuing to use ketamine at those kind of levels is only going to get worse. Permanent kidney or bladder damage is not a good thing - would certainly advise getting treatment before any (more?) serious damage is done.

Hope you get yourself sorted and in a better place soonest <3
 
That really sounds like a serious situation you're in there man :\
Acceptance is a good 'start', but please let it come as an additional realization that you need to take action before stuff really spirals out of whack. Seek professional help, that is infinitely better than letting it become something irrecoverable! The best of luck my friend. I know about K overuse and pains although relatively I'm not in too deep...

Either way, I too am pulling the brakes.
 
Be careful of K

I liken it to psychedelic cocaine.

I have watched several friends blow thousands on the stuff and end up severely addicted. It is very addictive to some people.

Rest in the Light, Abide in the Heart. Much love to you and remember its never too late to start again!!!! You can re-build your life. Just get medical assistance first.
 
I'm glad this thread is here. I was truly beginning to develop a serious love affair with this stuff. This thread helped me realize that ketamine is a truly magical ambrosia of the gods, and it HAS to be treated with the utmost respect. It can really show you the light, and it can paradoxically, really take you to hell.

Time to quite Aldous Huxley.

To fathom hell or soar angelic, just take a pinch of psychedelic.
 
^Actually that was Humphrey Osmond in response to Aldous Huxley's "To make this trivial world sublime, take half a gram of phanerothyme"....;)
 
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