SpellmanT7
Bluelighter
Brain! You Bastard!
Son-of-a-bitch...
My 'brain' just refused me entry to the k-hole
What a MOFO!
I felt my soul, travelling round the normal tunnels and abstract walkways and my brain FLAT OUT refused to let me in...
I re-dosed (initial dose was 250mg) and tried again - my brain goes into spanish mode!
"The K-Hole is in Spanish. If you can't speak spanish you don't come in".
In essence though, there was this underlying sensation that said,
"Oh, you want to try and analyse things this time? You want to keep this analytical piece of your mind to scribble down everything that happens - to capture everything in the K-hole? Capture the entities you were reincarnated into during the loop? No, you don't get to do that, Fuck you - you don't get the k-hole this time, have this shit instead..."
Next thing I know, I get a something akin to a synthesised k-hole with no real depth, feeling or emotion. Damnit!
When I came out, I was just about as a far gone as is possible to be without entry but ultimately fucked....
but brownz, you did TWO grams? You're talking about pure stuff right - you used up TWO FUCKING GRAMS?!?!
draw A line......
edit : quick note - I'd been reading this book about memory improvement today. One of the exercises involved using body parts to associate a list of words with. It started at the bottom (foot) and moved through several features upto the hair. In the exercise , I'd tried to associate RICE with my knee, by conjuring the image of myself falling on my knee , after slipping on some grains of RICE on the floor... (remember - this didn't happen, it's an association exercise to develop better memory).
When I came out of the ketamine experience, I had a sore knee!
Son-of-a-bitch...
My 'brain' just refused me entry to the k-hole
What a MOFO!
I felt my soul, travelling round the normal tunnels and abstract walkways and my brain FLAT OUT refused to let me in...
I re-dosed (initial dose was 250mg) and tried again - my brain goes into spanish mode!
"The K-Hole is in Spanish. If you can't speak spanish you don't come in".
In essence though, there was this underlying sensation that said,
"Oh, you want to try and analyse things this time? You want to keep this analytical piece of your mind to scribble down everything that happens - to capture everything in the K-hole? Capture the entities you were reincarnated into during the loop? No, you don't get to do that, Fuck you - you don't get the k-hole this time, have this shit instead..."
Next thing I know, I get a something akin to a synthesised k-hole with no real depth, feeling or emotion. Damnit!
When I came out, I was just about as a far gone as is possible to be without entry but ultimately fucked....
but brownz, you did TWO grams? You're talking about pure stuff right - you used up TWO FUCKING GRAMS?!?!
draw A line......
edit : quick note - I'd been reading this book about memory improvement today. One of the exercises involved using body parts to associate a list of words with. It started at the bottom (foot) and moved through several features upto the hair. In the exercise , I'd tried to associate RICE with my knee, by conjuring the image of myself falling on my knee , after slipping on some grains of RICE on the floor... (remember - this didn't happen, it's an association exercise to develop better memory).
When I came out of the ketamine experience, I had a sore knee!
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