I wish i'd experimented with more lower doses of mxe,between 10 and 15 mgs.The trippy side kind of put me off it,felt benign but weird and went on forever. Never done ket,but it seems more positive than mex.Would be nice to feel more content,maybe even 'happy' rather than AD's just taking the edge off.
I only ever sniffed a max' of 50mg. Once redosed too early (So had 100mg) and went into a hole). Didn't like it.
When it came to IM'ing (When I was running out post-ban) and had about 250mg left, I was using 20mg doses.
I don't like tripping to be honest, just the increase in energy, euphoria and anti-depressant effect!
Also took around 150mg of Methadone and then took my normal dose of 50mg MXE abit later and that put me in a hole. I think it might have been because Methadone also works on the NMDA receptors. Anyway I ended up after 20mins fine walking and talking (Don't remember much of the night) but it'd scared my mates too much by then and took me to hospital even though I was up and about talking.
I only remember 1 bit whilst tripping in the hospital and that was when I woke up had loads of tubes stuck to me, took'em off and as I was in isolation got off the bed and opened the door. I'm guessing it was a male nurse cause he immediately ran towards and said "It's OK Gary get back on the bed!" and I remember saying "Are you a robot?!" (I was still tripping and nodding hard and had the blurred vision off of MXE) and he obviously replied "No, I'm not a robot." and helped me on the bed and said lay down. So I went back to sleep.
Thankfully they didn't give me naloxone for the meth' (I'm guessing my mates either forgot or didn't know I'd taken it, I'm thinking one forgot.) otherwise I'd of potentially died as I have a condition that if I go into withdrawal from opiates/opioids will kill me!
When I woke up in the morning and was sober enough to go home (About 10am) I had about 5 doc's and nurse's asking me what I'd taken. I told them and they we were around a computer on google straight away. I told them it was related to ketamine and as soon as they punched it in on google the site I got it from came up. :D This was late early 2011.
My specialist a few months later who I see about my condition said to me "Oh I heard you were on ketamine and came in here a few weeks ago!", she said it with a smile. I told her what it was. She knows I still use 'stuff' and I even went through along list of drugs with her about if I have to increase/decrease my dose when taking them, as I'd been increasing my dose on speed and ephedrine (Stimulants increase the drug/hormone) I'm and she told me not too. Anyway I found out I need to not increase it on anyway, thank fuck.
