JustferFun
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tl;dr I ended up going through about 700 mg in about 2.5 hours. I got 99% of it in. I only missed a small part of one shot but I got it back in and it was fine.
tl;dr2 I can't get any euphoria from coke anymore. Do I just have really shitty stuff?
My nose wasn't doing too well from doing a lot in the past couple days, so I figured I'd try to IV it. I'm also just a bit of a thrill seeker, but I'm also pretty careful at the same time. I always start with very low doses. I've never OD'd on opes, at least not to the point where I stopped breathing/ needed to have an ambulance called or be taken to an emergency room. I started banging H pretty soon after I started snorting it. I might just have a needle fixation.
I learned how to inject the coke from researching Bluelight and it's much simpler than I thought it might be. You don't have to cook it or anything and you can get away with not using a wheel filter, but that can be bad news if there are a lot of cutting agents in it. I was careful, maybe too careful. I started with 100 mg with about 40 units of cold water. It dissolved into a clear liquid almost immediately and I didn't even need to crush it or even stir it up (but I still stirred it, of course). I could just add water to chunks and it was fine.
I felt it after the first shot but it wasn't that strong, which made sense because that's a pretty small, safe dose to start with. It felt like it would be euphoric after the first couple shots, but I never really got much or any euphoria from it, which is the same (non) effect I was getting from snorting it. It gives me energy and maybe a very small amount of euphoria, so it's not completely useless. It would be much better if I was taking it with an opi though. I'm mostly an opiate person and I haven't done a lot of powder in my drug career. But the powder I got years ago gave me intense euphoria and my teeth would even get numb sometimes without even rubbing any in my mouth. We got a ball in Mexico through a cab driver once for ridiculously cheap, and that was fire. It wasn't speedy at all. You could actually just lay down and relax on it. On my last heroin bender, I smoked rocks with the person I was using with. I did feel euphoria from that, even without H and there wasn't much of a crash because I'd just do some dope after we ran out. It was actually a fun combo.
I was scared to do anything more than 60 mg for the 2nd and 3rd shots. The next shots, I went back to 100 mg. I kept doing more because I figured I was already invested in it so I might as well go the whole way, but I was too scared to do a lot at once. I was kinda slow preparing it so it probably started wearing off by the time I did the next few shots. If I did it again, I would try 200 mg, but I think I'm done with it. I didn't think I'd actually be going through more rather than less by banging it, but I did.
I've tried stuff from 3 different sources over the past couple months and I didn't really get much euphoria from any of them. People swear by two of those sources, so I didn't know what to think. The stuff I have now has the fishscale sheen to it and it smells and tastes right. I thought the way it dissolved also might've meant that it's not cut a lot with bad cutting agents. It's very hard to find good powder where I live because most of it is used to make crack in the hood. I've never really had any good powder in the last 10 years or so but these last two that I got came from Cali, but that could just be a smokescreen to stay under the radar.
But, the thing with this fishscale stuff is that I don't get any numbness from it, so it just must not be very good. It supposedly is Peruvian so expected it to be good. There's obviously no lidocaine in it or very little, but coke is obviously a topical/ local anesthetic on it's own. At first, I though maybe something changed in my brain chemistry or it's somehow being blocked by a medication or something that I'm not aware of, but the lack of any numbing, even if I rub it on my gums, must be a sign that it's not very good. I don't know a whole lot about coke though. I just know when it makes me feel great and when it doesn't. If this is just the way coke is nowadays, I don't know why people even like it. It can just make me nervous sometimes. Maybe that's why meth has exploded. It's cheaper and it gives you euphoria, but I've never tried it.
Any thoughts on this? Is there just not much good shit anymore? It sucks because I won't do opiates anymore because of the fentanyl and it seems like can't find any good coke - or maybe it's just me in some weird way, like I'm almost immune to it, but I kind of doubt that. Actually, I would do poppy pods but they're a bit of a pain in the ass to get and prepare. Not really, but I just like getting it over with - swallowing a pill or banging some H.
Maybe I'll use whatever I have left to make some rock out of it. That might actually give me the best chance to get some euphoria out of.
tl;dr2 I can't get any euphoria from coke anymore. Do I just have really shitty stuff?
My nose wasn't doing too well from doing a lot in the past couple days, so I figured I'd try to IV it. I'm also just a bit of a thrill seeker, but I'm also pretty careful at the same time. I always start with very low doses. I've never OD'd on opes, at least not to the point where I stopped breathing/ needed to have an ambulance called or be taken to an emergency room. I started banging H pretty soon after I started snorting it. I might just have a needle fixation.
I learned how to inject the coke from researching Bluelight and it's much simpler than I thought it might be. You don't have to cook it or anything and you can get away with not using a wheel filter, but that can be bad news if there are a lot of cutting agents in it. I was careful, maybe too careful. I started with 100 mg with about 40 units of cold water. It dissolved into a clear liquid almost immediately and I didn't even need to crush it or even stir it up (but I still stirred it, of course). I could just add water to chunks and it was fine.
I felt it after the first shot but it wasn't that strong, which made sense because that's a pretty small, safe dose to start with. It felt like it would be euphoric after the first couple shots, but I never really got much or any euphoria from it, which is the same (non) effect I was getting from snorting it. It gives me energy and maybe a very small amount of euphoria, so it's not completely useless. It would be much better if I was taking it with an opi though. I'm mostly an opiate person and I haven't done a lot of powder in my drug career. But the powder I got years ago gave me intense euphoria and my teeth would even get numb sometimes without even rubbing any in my mouth. We got a ball in Mexico through a cab driver once for ridiculously cheap, and that was fire. It wasn't speedy at all. You could actually just lay down and relax on it. On my last heroin bender, I smoked rocks with the person I was using with. I did feel euphoria from that, even without H and there wasn't much of a crash because I'd just do some dope after we ran out. It was actually a fun combo.
I was scared to do anything more than 60 mg for the 2nd and 3rd shots. The next shots, I went back to 100 mg. I kept doing more because I figured I was already invested in it so I might as well go the whole way, but I was too scared to do a lot at once. I was kinda slow preparing it so it probably started wearing off by the time I did the next few shots. If I did it again, I would try 200 mg, but I think I'm done with it. I didn't think I'd actually be going through more rather than less by banging it, but I did.
I've tried stuff from 3 different sources over the past couple months and I didn't really get much euphoria from any of them. People swear by two of those sources, so I didn't know what to think. The stuff I have now has the fishscale sheen to it and it smells and tastes right. I thought the way it dissolved also might've meant that it's not cut a lot with bad cutting agents. It's very hard to find good powder where I live because most of it is used to make crack in the hood. I've never really had any good powder in the last 10 years or so but these last two that I got came from Cali, but that could just be a smokescreen to stay under the radar.
But, the thing with this fishscale stuff is that I don't get any numbness from it, so it just must not be very good. It supposedly is Peruvian so expected it to be good. There's obviously no lidocaine in it or very little, but coke is obviously a topical/ local anesthetic on it's own. At first, I though maybe something changed in my brain chemistry or it's somehow being blocked by a medication or something that I'm not aware of, but the lack of any numbing, even if I rub it on my gums, must be a sign that it's not very good. I don't know a whole lot about coke though. I just know when it makes me feel great and when it doesn't. If this is just the way coke is nowadays, I don't know why people even like it. It can just make me nervous sometimes. Maybe that's why meth has exploded. It's cheaper and it gives you euphoria, but I've never tried it.
Any thoughts on this? Is there just not much good shit anymore? It sucks because I won't do opiates anymore because of the fentanyl and it seems like can't find any good coke - or maybe it's just me in some weird way, like I'm almost immune to it, but I kind of doubt that. Actually, I would do poppy pods but they're a bit of a pain in the ass to get and prepare. Not really, but I just like getting it over with - swallowing a pill or banging some H.
Maybe I'll use whatever I have left to make some rock out of it. That might actually give me the best chance to get some euphoria out of.
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