the_ketaman
Bluelighter
Heres the story, methadone seems to have an effect that no other opiates seem to have, it makes life so dull, zero emotion gets through except for depression. My dad just died and the only time I really cried was at the funeral and when I saw him dead out the back of his house, thats not like me, im a sook lol
Does anyone else find that methadone just isnt for them? Ive been on it for a fair while now, over a year and tolerated it but I cant live like this anymore, id rather be on heroin/oxy and wd'ing most of the time than be a slave to this evil stuff.
Anyway how bad will this be? I know it will be bad and I have access to 30mg ms-contins, heroin and 8mg bupe tablets but im hoping I wont have to use any of that and if I do it will only be if I absolutely need it, I will also be smoking tons of pot and have seroquel to sleep. Its a real shame I cant get benzo's coz those alone would get me through. I know the deal with WD'ing with H/oxy but never done it for more than a day or 2 with 'done and the symptoms seem very different, mostly just yawning, runny nose, shitting, fatigue, sweating and hot/cold flushes.
Would immodium do anything for me or anything like that?
Sorry this is so long but this is a serious thing for me and I need specific advice. Thanks people :D
Does anyone else find that methadone just isnt for them? Ive been on it for a fair while now, over a year and tolerated it but I cant live like this anymore, id rather be on heroin/oxy and wd'ing most of the time than be a slave to this evil stuff.
Anyway how bad will this be? I know it will be bad and I have access to 30mg ms-contins, heroin and 8mg bupe tablets but im hoping I wont have to use any of that and if I do it will only be if I absolutely need it, I will also be smoking tons of pot and have seroquel to sleep. Its a real shame I cant get benzo's coz those alone would get me through. I know the deal with WD'ing with H/oxy but never done it for more than a day or 2 with 'done and the symptoms seem very different, mostly just yawning, runny nose, shitting, fatigue, sweating and hot/cold flushes.
Would immodium do anything for me or anything like that?
Sorry this is so long but this is a serious thing for me and I need specific advice. Thanks people :D
