would your suboxone doctor consider writing you a script for sub again? Bupe is, from what i read, pretty helpful for pain.
Next, if your computer has Windows Vista or 7 (possibly XP) you should have a speech to text (different than text to speech) program. You can enable this feature under accessibility options in the control panel.
You need a microphone and some patience for the tutorials.
Once you finish setting it up, you can command the computer for the most part by using the mic and TALKING TO IT!
Many programs work well with speech to text...web-browsers like Firefox and Chrome suck tho. BUT you can navigate the web with a mouse and for BL you can dictate your posts into notepad/wordpad and just use a mouse to copy the text from there, paste it in the web-browser and click submit.
I actually never stopped getting suboxone scripts. I stopped taking them but whenever i had my appointment, i would just put urine from a long while back when i had been using suboxone into a couple plastic baggies wrapped up, and tape it under my sack, hehe, and then use that as my urine sample. the temp would be right and the drugs in the urine would be spot on, so he would continue giving me suboxone. I also have a huge stash anyway.
But, I know exactly what suboxones pain killing properties are. If you arent aware of how I used my subs when I was on them all the time then ill tell you. I would take low doses so that I could actually benefit from the energy giving, and euphoric(analgesic) properties of it. And whenever I had pain, it definitely helped, but it by no means woul even put a dent in the pain I am experiencing. I know that for sure. And taking more subs would only decrease its analgesic properties. Ive tried increasing my dose on several occasions purely for experimentation, and at doses higher than like 2 mg's, the effects were much less appealing than low dose subs. Its painkilling effects definitely go down the higher dose you take. Thats why Temgesic for example is only prescribed in 0.2 and 0.4mg pills. If they gave you more, it would only increase the antagonistic effects and decrease the agonistic effects.
I mean, since I have had this extremely intense and horrible pain the past month, the only thing that even helps slightly with my pain and makes me able to sit up a little and maybe post for a short while, is very high dose oxycontin mixed with high dose benzos. And even then, 90% of my pain is still there. Im not tryin to get sympathy here or brag about how bad my pain is, but seriously....this pain is beyond extreme.
Also, thanks for the advice about the computer voice command thingy, but I have an old computer with windows XP and its just an overall crappy computer. I dont even have speakers. And the keyboard is really old and sticky, and the monter is a fucking huge cube. Id rather just have my sister make her own account here and post on my behalf then have to worry about setting up a complicated speach recognition dealy. Also, the main reason i cant post on BL much is because I cant sit at the computer. Not because my fingers hurt. Its my back pain that is the most debilitating. And the very few times I am able to post(after I have been given plenty of painkillers and benzos) I can only sit in the chair for a short period of time before the pain comes back in full force. I am constantly having to switch from a chair, to the floor sitting up , to my side sitting up, etc...if i sitin one place for more than like 15-20 miinutes, there will definitely be hell to pay....and when i say hell, i mean cryinglike a baby and screaming for death.
....for example....i now cant post anymore, i feel the pain starting to increase allready, so im gonna go try another postion somewhere else in the house. its quite annoying and i cant really ever sleep even if I have paikillers, cuz once i wake up, i would feel like death. it happened once and i learned my lesson BIGTIME. I will NEVER falll asleep for more than 30 minutes again. I set an alarm on my phone now for it. Its sad but ide rather be exhausted than in ultimate pain(even though im pretty much constantly in extreme pain), i just dont want to do anything to make it worse.
