Cocaine Is this safe and normal?

[tricomb]

You have absolutely zero to apologize for.

 

[6apbhmm]

.... So do I need to do it? Absolutely not. I want to do it. Big difference.

This is the classic problem of many addicts way of thinking, while I'm certainly not saying you're an addict since I have no idea who you are, never saw you, saying that you want to do it means nothing. Once a drug takes over your thinking you're absolutely sure that it's YOU who want the drug and not vice versa but in fact the drug has already started to take over your rationality. By the time you realize you actually need the drug, it has already caused so many problems to you...

What helps is asking yourself objectively: Would I consider someone else who takes these amounts I do now some time ago an addict? If the answer is yes, you'll figure out it can be problem, but if it's no theres still chance the drug forces you to think what it needs.

 

[pbuilder]

quiting all drugs for a while. Definetely need a break from the blow, because I can see that I'm spiraling quickly into addiction.

 

[tricomb]

good for you, how long are you stopping for? best to set a goal you can keep.

 

[pbuilder]

good for you, how long are you stopping for? best to set a goal you can keep.

1 month for now. Not gonna do anymore opiates period though, no need to add another drug into the mix.

 

[tricomb]

Yeah man i can see you getting carried away fast with that.