ShaunG
Bluelighter
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I have been on a pretty long bender (several months). However, I do not use to get high every single day. A lot of those days I was just maintaining. I recently stumbled upon some blues and even some generic pandas. Now, given I have mainly just been maintaining for the past few weeks with whatever opiates I could get my hands on...mostly dillies which have never really been euphoric for me...where did my euphoria go? I up doses and eat 60-80mg of blues at once and just get kinda tired. Blues usually make me pretty energetic at lower doses and euphoric noddy at higher doses. It seems I am just getting tired. I get a little nauseous too I might add with the high doses. So...bored of feeling nothing besides side effects on blues...I switch over to pandas and basically the same thing. The first day I was very anxious/speedy/irritated almost which could be the result of me dropping my daily prescribed xanax dose...then up the dose a good amount the next day and I am pretty much just tired.
It feels like the opiates are just not giving me any euphoria anymore...not even a good mood lift really. It is quite disappointing. Is there a point where your receptors are just fried and chemicals are just drained? I know people use for years at a time, but are they just maintaining? I mean I really am not even getting more than a few minutes of warmth even. It is obviously time to give my opioid receptors a nice long break, but is this normal? I take 1mg Xanax every day too that is prescribed, but usually drop the dose to minimum possible needed while dosing high on opiates.
Feedback? Thoughts on why the lack of euphoria on such euphoric drugs?
It feels like the opiates are just not giving me any euphoria anymore...not even a good mood lift really. It is quite disappointing. Is there a point where your receptors are just fried and chemicals are just drained? I know people use for years at a time, but are they just maintaining? I mean I really am not even getting more than a few minutes of warmth even. It is obviously time to give my opioid receptors a nice long break, but is this normal? I take 1mg Xanax every day too that is prescribed, but usually drop the dose to minimum possible needed while dosing high on opiates.
Feedback? Thoughts on why the lack of euphoria on such euphoric drugs?
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