Utahrd
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 24, 2011
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- 382
^true that. thats why i dislike it. the first time we smoked OC, my dad came in to talk to me, and it was just ridiculously painful in every way imaginable for me to have to sit upright and not look like I was fuckin strung out. even the thought of doing something I didnt want to do just pissed me off.
MDMA afterglow made me EXCITED to go to work at 9:00 AM and clean the store. Mari-weeds made me feel like it might actually be fun to go mow the lawn. Coke had some decent euphoria, but such a pissy, sloppy, comedown that I just can't bring myself to pay the ridiculous prices it gets sold for.
LSD, and mushrooms in particular, allow me more of a spiritual, transcendence type of euphoria, a greater ability to forgive and forget. Maybe a greater feeling of overall freedom.
And alcohol is like "oh boy I'm retarded as fuck and so everything seems so cool right now!!!!! everyone look at meeeeeeeee..."
Amphetamines give me that sense of accomplishment and invincibility (whether or not I'm actually getting anything accomplished) but it feels damn good to blaze through a bunch of yard work or do 5 assignments in the time it would take to do one. So I don't disrespect my amps.
MDMA afterglow made me EXCITED to go to work at 9:00 AM and clean the store. Mari-weeds made me feel like it might actually be fun to go mow the lawn. Coke had some decent euphoria, but such a pissy, sloppy, comedown that I just can't bring myself to pay the ridiculous prices it gets sold for.
LSD, and mushrooms in particular, allow me more of a spiritual, transcendence type of euphoria, a greater ability to forgive and forget. Maybe a greater feeling of overall freedom.
And alcohol is like "oh boy I'm retarded as fuck and so everything seems so cool right now!!!!! everyone look at meeeeeeeee..."
Amphetamines give me that sense of accomplishment and invincibility (whether or not I'm actually getting anything accomplished) but it feels damn good to blaze through a bunch of yard work or do 5 assignments in the time it would take to do one. So I don't disrespect my amps.