^^
I've experienced the exact same thing.
My horrible ex-"doctor" literally denied me treatment for two years, before she got tired of me and I (thank god) got pushed onto a real psychiatrist. I never asked for anything from her! SHE prescribed me Adderall, and it worked so well, I literally begged her to keep me on it. She wouldn't hear it. She had in her head that I was just some drug addict drug seeking.
So she gave me horrible drugs for anxiety. None of which worked. I literally tried everything - Seroquel, Risperdal, Hydroxazine, Clonidine, Propranolol, Trazodone, Doxepin, Mirtazepine. You name it, I've been on it.
The whole time I was trying these, I was still having horrible panic attacks once every 3 days, and mania. It was the worst thing I've ever had to experience. They got so bad that I went to the ER. I was very honest about my history of minor drug abuse, told them my doctor wasn't helping me, and you know what the first thing the doctor said to me there was? "Have you ever been on Ativan?" Just goes to show, the bitch I was seeing had no idea what she was doing. He gave me a 30 day script of Ativan and it was absolutely amazing at how well it worked.
I told her about it, and she FLIPPED out. Called the doctor who prescribed it to me - saying that I had lied about my drug use and that I was drug seeking or something. Funny thing was, I had already told him everything and he told her that he thought Ativan was a great fit for me.
When all she was, is a "nurse-practitioner" - I really don't know how she could have the gaul to call a legitimate PSYCHIATRIST, with a PhD in the subject I might add, and tell him that he was wrong.
What a fucking bitch. If I ever saw her again, I'd take my greasy, plumber, italian cock and whack her across the fucking face!