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Is having a partner one of the main goals in Life?

Eligiu said:
I'm autistic, and asexual. Have a practically non existent drive for a long term proper partner. Currently have one, but I have no super strong feelings either way it goes
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If you dont mind asexual do you have no interest in either sex for sex
 
yubacity said:
My friend is the same he got custody of his boy the kids mom abandon them he said he happy just them 2 no more arguments calls to police with lies he hit her only for hgim be locked up for night in cells . Dont you miss the love or just knowing someone got your back
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do i miss the love?

no not really at all - i just dont have the same love that i once had - that's gone - i have a few friends that are girls and i love them all

im just not IN love with anybody and it's just the way it is and im happy about it


as far as ppl having my back, i have those - because i have other ppls backs - what comes around goes around
 
Mr. Krinkle said:
do i miss the love?

no not really at all - i just dont have the same love that i once had - that's gone - i have a few friends that are girls and i love them all

im just not IN love with anybody and it's just the way it is and im happy about it


as far as ppl having my back, i have those - because i have other ppls backs - what comes around goes around
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I know what you mean i got pals that are brothers I've never run on punch up involving them helped them out same in return all friends i known proberly 5 that are brothers . What about one night stands you know chatting to girl that sexual urges and just a drug fuelled fuck fest then you go home so does she
 
oh yea - im totally down for a fuck fest like that

but if a relationship is what develops from it, then im not pursuing it - most of those ventures lead to more trouble - ive done that already and im not about to cause myself more problems just for a few fuck fests - so fuck it - i dont chase it or pursue it anymore - ive had my fill in the past and im happy and satisfied
 
Mr. Krinkle said:
oh yea - im totally down for a fuck fest like that

but if a relationship is what develops from it, then im not pursuing it - most of those ventures lead to more trouble - ive done that already and im not about to cause myself more problems just for a few fuck fests - so fuck it - i dont chase it or pursue it anymore - ive had my fill in the past and im happy and satisfied
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Satisfied than must be just less of a head fuck im satisfied when not on coke or meth just brown but few lines or blasts i will try to have a one night stand either woman at pub / bar or escort sex with my wife is great the best more of and emotional sex but one night stand arse licking line snorting sweaty dirty especially meth sex i just cant get enough
If it becomes an affair not just one night stand and i start to develop emotional attachment to the women i end it only my wife get my heart one night stands mean nothing more then a wank to me a dirty sweaty shit smelling fingers wank got half stiffy just writing it down i envy u boys who dont chase it it comes it comes if not nno worries on my kids wish i could feel like that
 
yubacity said:
If you dont mind asexual do you have no interest in either sex for sex
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Sorry, I'm not quite sure i fully understand the question that you are asking.

Being asexual doesn't mean that someone inherently does not want sex at all. It indicates a lower level of interest in sex.

I didn't get an increased sex drive when I commenced testosterone therapy like most people such as myself. I kept waiting, but it seems like it was lost in the mail.

I would suggest that my asexuality is a result of both my autism and the significant trauma I experienced as a child.

Being asexual was one of the main reasons I was able to view sex work objectively as a job. I was being paid to do something i had very limited interest in doing. When it was occasionally actually enjoyable that was a bonus.

I am also largely aromatic. Same concept but for intimate relationships. I honestly enjoy lying and just cuddling and talking with my current 'partner' (we haven't put a label on it, but we are exclusive).

I don't find it particularly complicated though I guess it could be for others. When I do have sex, I favour other men however I am interested in anyone if their personality suits mine well.
 
Eligiu said:
Sorry, I'm not quite sure i fully understand the question that you are asking.

Being asexual doesn't mean that someone inherently does not want sex at all. It indicates a lower level of interest in sex.

I didn't get an increased sex drive when I commenced testosterone therapy like most people such as myself. I kept waiting, but it seems like it was lost in the mail.

I would suggest that my asexuality is a result of both my autism and the significant trauma I experienced as a child.

Being asexual was one of the main reasons I was able to view sex work objectively as a job. I was being paid to do something i had very limited interest in doing. When it was occasionally actually enjoyable that was a bonus.

I am also largely aromatic. Same concept but for intimate relationships. I honestly enjoy lying and just cuddling and talking with my current 'partner' (we haven't put a label on it, but we are exclusive).

I don't find it particularly complicated though I guess it could be for others. When I do have sex, I favour other men however I am interested in anyone if their personality suits mine well.
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Sorry i just looked up asexual on google before asking you and it said it means no sexual attraction towards an individual of any gender . SO just like heavy use of heroin you have hardly any interest in sex . I when im on lots of heroin just enjoy my wife lying in bed skin to skin and watching her sleep soppy but she even looks good sleeping
 
yubacity said:
How did you detox go my brother
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Pretty good, I'm off the junk. Although, few days ago my friend turned up at my place with a pharmacy kit of several drugs diazepam midazolam morphine weed and ketamine. We banged up till like 4am. I'm back to normal tho. That was my 4th of July treat, despite the fact that I'm not from the US haaaaa.
 
nznity said:
Pretty good, I'm off the junk. Although, few days ago my friend turned up at my place with a pharmacy kit of several drugs diazepam midazolam morphine weed and ketamine. We banged up till like 4am. I'm back to normal tho. That was my 4th of July treat, despite the fact that I'm not from the US haaaaa.
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Lol bruv for a relapse i once celebrated the day of the dead with the knowledge a few weeks later thanksgiving coming up which another relapse celebration just dont start celebrating days of the week like i once did i was born on wednesday april seventh 76 i have celebrated that day a few times
 
nznity said:
Hey guys so as im approaching the age of 30, with the current state of world events and shit, ppl don't wanna either marry nor have kids anymore.
I'm asking myself whether truly it is a must requirement in life or not?
Tbh, since I chose this path of fucking sorrow ive only made people suffer and actually I've been avoiding having to deal with a relationship in years.
are some of u lone fucking wolves like I am? Or u guys can't live without being attached to someone? What are ur opinions?
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This is a weird fucking question lol.
Obviously it's not mandatory. Many, many people don't have partners. It's very common.
 
yubacity said:
Lol bruv for a relapse i once celebrated the day of the dead with the knowledge a few weeks later thanksgiving coming up which another relapse celebration just dont start celebrating days of the week like i once did i was born on wednesday april seventh 76 i have celebrated that day a few times
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It was actually an unexpected relapse, I didn't plan it nor spent a single penny on it. My buddy was the one who out of nowhere called me and told me if my house was "free".
So he showed me all those vials of pure pharmaceutical shit....it was hard to say no 😂😂😂. But I get your point nonetheless, yeah I gotta be careful cause after so many years of fucking kindling. It takes only a couple or 3 days to get back on the endless cycle. I'll be extra careful dw bro. I got stuff to do anyway, got no time for drugs rn.
Cheers buddy.
 
nznity said:
It was actually an unexpected relapse, I didn't plan it nor spent a single penny on it. My buddy was the one who out of nowhere called me and told me if my house was "free".
So he showed me all those vials of pure pharmaceutical shit....it was hard to say no 😂😂😂. But I get your point nonetheless, yeah I gotta be careful cause after so many years of fucking kindling. It takes only a couple or 3 days to get back on the endless cycle. I'll be extra careful dw bro. I got stuff to do anyway, got no time for drugs rn.
Cheers buddy.
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And you been addicted already so it only takes a week max use to have those wds again
 
nznity said:
Less than that. 3 days and I'm sweating mad crazy along with neuropathic pain.
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same here three days heroin il feel 2 days pods ill feel shitty for the week . If youy ever do relapse hope u dont but it happens srecond day take pregabs and leave opium to just a day
 
yubacity said:
same here three days heroin il feel 2 days pods ill feel shitty for the week . If youy ever do relapse hope u dont but it happens srecond day take pregabs and leave opium to just a day
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Yeah, I always got gabapentin/pregabalin and loperamide on hand for that. Best hack to endure wds. Hehe 😊
 
nznity said:
Its not that im scared of commitment but I'm not actually in shape rn for a relationship tbh anyway, both physically and mentally. I needa fix myself first, I also think that true love comes from within... a partner helps to procure a family and as the man you supposed to provide and protect for yours...sadly all these core values are being lost in western society. So what's even the point for having a couple now? Kids? People are struggling to get by with their lives, let alone raise a kid in this society. Get married? For what?
At least half of my friends cheat at some given time, I've been cheated on,etc.
I see your point though, there's studies confirming that having a couple helps your wellbeing overall, still I'm not gonna actively look. If someone comes fine, if someone doesn't it's fine aswell.
I used to get sad at these things and go get high as a fking kite but it's time to show real love for myself.
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I can relate to that. I'd like a partner. Just don't think I'm ready for one. All of my partners have cheated on me. And at first I blamed them but then I realized I was the common denominator. And the pandemic made things even worse I am WAY more anti-social than I was before. I mean I always was, but I tried really hard to not come off that way, tried to show a façade of an outgoing person, always trying to organize activities and such. Now I'm just like fuck off leave me alone.
 
nznity said:
Yeah, I always got gabapentin/pregabalin and loperamide on hand for that. Best hack to endure wds. Hehe 😊
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Pregabal;in just a game changert if ity was noyt addictyive and worse rattle you would never have to fear opium wds or paws again. takes care of everytyhing
 
yubacity said:
With your peruvian coke i would want to be left al;one 2 days i have a great wankathon i would only stop when foreskin red raw
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Been there, done that XDDDD
Smoking crack and snorting b2b. Gruesome scene, gross and yummy at the same time. Cocaine is a very peculiar substance.
 
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