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Bluelight Crew
^Welcome to BL and to TDS!
We're glad to have you!
Great work on your sobriety!
Culinary School is a great goal- and could offer you a great career! (I love to cook so I have thought of it a few times but never followed through)
Again, I'm really glad you've joined us and reached out- I hope to hear lots more from you
hi..
i've been reading tds for a little bit, posting a little more. as someone wrote here, this part of the forum is kind of like the place where people want to get clean and have enough of the drug lifestyle. being almost 2 months sober, i relate to that, and a lot of the posts here are probably the best throughout all of BL.
i'm 19 years young. i'm currently finishing out my run in a 1/2 way house in philly, with 57 days clean, and going back to NYC and culinary school asap. i've been robbed at gun point, knife point, hit over the head with a pole, sold lots and lots of oxycontin, mdma, and pot. dealing pot was always second nature to me since i was 14, so it was only natural for me to escalate into other drugs last year.
theres a huge reservation i have to get high, as much as i love being sober and having a clear head, i just want that one more. i'm so sick that i've convinced myself that i can have just one more once i hit the xx day. i'm currently on my 1st step. i don't have a sponsor, i'm waiting til i can get a home group and check out different meetings. i would really like to have a relationship with a girl, but judging from my whole life, i always run back and forth between my parents, people and myself. i've never been diagnosed with a mental disorder and i've seen almost 10 therapists since i was 12.
i'd like to talk to people one on one, because i don't have many to talk to! this board is great, and i'm happyi started posting.
We're glad to have you!
Great work on your sobriety!
Culinary School is a great goal- and could offer you a great career! (I love to cook so I have thought of it a few times but never followed through)
Again, I'm really glad you've joined us and reached out- I hope to hear lots more from you
