pillman1224
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sorry in advance for the long post. i have had insomnia since i was well old enough to remember things. i am eighteen now and currently prescribed .5 xanax 3x day (just stockpiling it) temazepam 30mg at night and a allergy pill. here is my problem the first sleep aid i was prescribed was clonodine .3mgs when i was 14 (i had stopped smoking pot by then so i recognized insomnia as a problem. the clonodine worked for a while then stopped. so i go to my shrink for having "panic attacks" and then a month or so goes by i am on 1mg kpin in the morning and 2mg at night for sleep. nothing not a fucking yawn. i had an elderly source for restoril(temazapam) and wanted that from my shrink. so i mention to him that i was complaining of problems sleeping to a friend and this friend gave me a restoril. next appointment 200mgs gabapentin. i say this doesnt work. 2 5mg ambien at night that worked for two days in a row then nothing. told my shrink he said you mentioned "restoril" i said "yeah that worked very well" now im on that. to the root of the problem. one 30mg tab only works when i have had a few drinks. i found this out on my trip to puerto rico. before this i would never have dreamed mixing benzos and alcohol but it worked. only problem is i hate the taste of alcohol. i drink vodka and mango juice, then take a 30mg cap which even with the alcohol is beginning to lose effects. my question the restoril only works when i take 3-4 of the capsules. I HATE the fact im taking benzos and alcohol on an almost nightly basis. sometimes if i feel like i dont wanna drink ill take 3 restoril or 6 xanax which puts me out but also raises my tolerance. i will not tell my shrink i have been drinking or taking the doses in other ways they were precribed. the fact that im an 18 y/o male and on 2 benzos is amazing most shrinks would give xanax to a stressed house wife let alone me. if this post does not make sense than please ask me a question. i haven't had any narcotics today so sorry if theres bad grammar(they help). the ultimant question is what would you if yo were me. i am not going back to pot so dont waste your time. also i want to make clear this is a serious fucking issue and im not looking for a what to say to yer doc type of result. I JUST WANT TO FUCKING GET 6-8 HOURS A NIGHT. someone told me a might have a legit reason for barbs like seconal any opinions on these for sleep.
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