I'd never seen anyone IV in person and I have that genetic deal where almost every time the doc would draw blood I'd faint.
But I really wanted to experience everything that midazolam had to offer: Most I could snort was 45mg at once which burt like bleach and didn't give much of a rush, plus despite potentiators the high was short-lived. So, glass of grapefruit juice in hand (at first I'd get dizzy, near fainting), I taught myself- oddly, taught myself to do it in my forearms
IDK why... as forearm veins are both shallow (right near the surface) and relatively thin so harder to hit, plus they seem "hard" so need more pressure... and then 24 hours later, I would have bruises, not from missing either.
Other ppl have the same experience with forearms or was I doing something wrong? Tips?
Either way I read some hard reduction literature, it was like "duh," yea shoot it in one the two big veins you have in the crook of each elbow (and lots more a bit hidden

).
I'm lucky in that I have a ton of visible veins, hell I don't normally use a tourniquet I simply lift a 20 pound weight 15 times (I use tourniquets for those deep down veins when I need to rotate).
now that my arms are getting scar tissue (I can be in the vein, and won't know it because it won't register, crazy, huh?)
Fuck, I hear you
I now really try to take good care of my veins... because in a SINGLE 3-4 day binge I fucked up the large outer vein on
each of my arms bad. I was shooting 150mg midazolam in a 10ml syringe and was slamming it FAST- that pressure isn't good either. And I was high/semi-conscious the whole time, so I'd do an injection with a big ass 10ml rig with the damn thing just wiggling around in my vein.
There still is some scar tissue, however after leaving them alone for several months and lifting light weights (I don't do it to be 'buff,' just light dumbells to help keep my veins in shape).
So yeah TokinDerek, I've had the exact same thing happen again and again and again- it's kinda like each of those two large, easy to hit veins are now multiple small veins. Regardless, I can hit- and I KNOW I've hit b/c it feels exactly like it should, penetrate skin, right into vein, you know what I mean- yet I CANNOT get it to register. FTW? I'll try several times, then to err on the side of safety I pull the needle out- only to see blood gushing forth as I was clearly in a vein!

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few times I've shot there, not been able to get it to register, yet slowly pushed the plunger anyway- I would stop if there were any pain- but there's not, and when I pull it out got the same blood as when hit a vein (plus of course the immediate effect of the drug!

)
I've always read in harm reduction literature that your hands are one of the LAST places you want to shoot, unless you're truly out of options (zero visible veins). Is this true of the OP? I ask b/c I was talking to a buddy of mine (no one knows I IV, I don't do it around others) and he tells me he did IV for the first time with a bunch of friends- had them do it for him as he didn't know how, however told me they had IR morphine tabs, boiling water (better than toilet water), and were shooting in their hands! (Also, he didn't mention how they were filtering the pills

). I'm just wondering if this is a popular way to "start out" or something, kinda like skin popping (although never did that either)?
I somehow doubt that despite x number of years of experience anyone becomes 100% accurate 100% of the time.
I was having a REALLY FUN time last night, IV'ing (in the same 3ml rig): 1) name brand pentazocine (these were
made to IV, 1/4th the size of the sample ones I received); 2) Suboxone (I started a thread on the synergy/whatever of bupe and pent- point is pent not only works while on bupe maintenance, they work better together IMO; and 3) Ritalin! (methylphenidate).
I was FUCKED UP. Granted, this was stupid and I'd advise against it as drug combos can be dangerous, particularly with barbs!

Nevertheless, I'd been taking 100-150mg phenobarbital for the last couple nights- I can take 300mg+ and feel calm, add tramadol which pheno induces (plus pheno is an anticonvulsant) and in the past (not recommended!) I've taken 800mg tram rather than the max of 400mg- was not a "jittery high" at all, instead the pheno turned a nonscheduled med into a FULL mu agonist, and potent one at that. Point being I can take large amounts of pheno at once and feel great, but then sleep the next two days, it has a 5 DAY HALF-LIFE so better IMO to take 100mg or so and let it build up.
I also made the mistake of drinking alcohol too (a few shots, but still)- kids, here's a "what NOT to do manual on drug use." So I've been drinking, I'm high on pheno and tram, and I'm REALLY high on pent, bupe, and MPH. Both MPH and pent give a really nice rush, I had to take 10mg lorazepam after the first shot just to 'calm down a bit' it was so intense
Anyway, pent has hallucinogenic properties, even more so as the dose gets higher. For the fist hour or so, it's pure euphoria, feels like a full mu agonist, when that wore off did another shot. Part of reason pent +bupe is a good combo is bupe blocked the hallucinogentic effects in my first shot (first time I shot pent did same amount but had been 12 hours since my last Sub dose, first euphoria for 30 mins then straight to hallucinations- see original thread here:
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=512005
Go to do 2nd shot- 3ml rig with 27G .5"- alcohol, phenobarbital, tramadol, Suboxonei in sts... hallucinations were pronounced, in fact that was last night... just woke up, droll on keyboard buy hell, as least I got some sleep this time
