psykedenlitenment
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 19, 2013
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I am wondering how to start an open dialogue with my fiancee concerning my recent delving into psychs. She knows I've tripped mushrooms in the past (drunken confession), but that was years ago, near the beginning of our relationship. I feel that's she is suspicious, but I don't know how to approach the topic. I've cleaned up from weed, but feel like it would be a disappointment to her if I divulged this new info. Thanks to 'Mad Men' and Roger Sterling, the topic has been somewhat recent conversation which she doesn't appear to be completely turned off from, but that's all fiction and harmless to us 'real' people. I really wish to be honest, but am slightly terrified (read: completely apprehensive) of what new light she may see me in. Has anyone traversed a similar bridge without completely destroying what you've worked so hard to create? I want to be truthful, but don't necessarily want to give up my fun either. Is that selfish? Thanks everybody.