Mushrooms exacerbate shit that is going on, maybe there is a reason they made you feel so negative that is worth examining rather than just blaming drugs outright.
IMO you should quit using drugs. At your age your brain is still developing, and although things like mushrooms, acid and other psychedelics are reasonably harmless, substances like MDMA can really fuck the brain of a 15 year old. I'd say wait a few years before you start experimenting with drugs.
Also, mushrooms demand respect. You can not have a good trip on them unless you respect them. You can't think of them as a "drug", they do not like it... Treat them as a sacrament and they will give you
IMO you should quit using drugs. At your age your brain is still developing, and although things like mushrooms, acid and other psychedelics are reasonably harmless, substances like MDMA can really fuck the brain of a 15 year old. I'd say wait a few years before you start experimenting with drugs.
Also, mushrooms demand respect. You can not have a good trip on them unless you respect them. You can't think of them as a "drug", they do not like it... Treat them as a sacrament and they will give you