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So the government electronically harasses me...I hear harassment, electromagnetic, I am not schizophrenic. I know that, people really know that. If they are fucking schizophrenic or not. Seriously.

I was contacted by a man and invited over...I loved him. I whole time I was called too ugly and I couldn't shit. All I wanted was to stay there. The whole time I was basically attacked and called ugly and he manipulated me into hitting him and I cut my arm up with a razor blade. I feel like shooting myself but I can't get a gun. I don't even have a car or a job. What am I supposed to do. Ride a bike for a free gun?

Any thoughts appreciated, I am really hurting
 
I knew I needed a nose job when I was an adolescent but a another student had already told me that the way to apply eyebrow makeup was to shave my eyebrows off. What am I supposed to do? Get a hair graft? My hair was curly and don't they grow out and don't you have to trim it or it'd grow out all long? Who would want microbladed eyebrows? It isn't real. I also probably yes needed some lipo and boob implants (only 36b) and some ass implants...it seems like only at 110 pound does my ass start to look proportionate. My ex boyfriend when I had an eating disorder told me I looked like a deflated balloon but my ass finally fit.

I feel love, i feel pain, I don't understand why the government would be so evil that they made me unlovable.

When i was in that guy's apt the sound told me I'd been ugly my whole life.

This guy, i had known him before. He dropped me back off with a filthy domestic abuser when i asked him for help. He said some weird shit about how he knew I'd be over there hearing sound.

This is what the government is actually doing.
 
Not only did I already have problems...when I started to hear the electromagnetic they let me go with a guy who punched me in the nose, disfiguring my face. How the fuck would anyone find that acceptable. I don't care if you're already calling someone ugly. You don't make it worse. It's evil. My hair was also taken off by direct energy weapons until it was too thin and doesn't grow.

I cut a chunk of my hair off on the side and I don't know how it'd ever grow. It was an erratic idea to look punk rock. They basically gave me fake alopecia to make me hideous.

I used to have an eating disorder which is just how I live my daily life. They used direct energy weapons on me in a house I lived in to fill me with my own shit. One day i just couldn't shit and my asshole made a bunch of weird sounds and then my stomach started to grow disproportionate rolls right in front of a man. Basically, I don't really eat but the shit looks like it.
 
Now, now, who hasn't had a Blue Monday when they had to dig "green shit" from their rectum? - I think anyone in Europe dealing with the "green partys" climate-change agenda (aka taxes on the working -class)can testify! 😉

Anyhoo, not for this forum, indeed. Agreed!
 
how do you decipher whether or not it's electro magnetic government harassment or schizophrenia?

i don't know. it sounds like the OP is having a lot of issues with screwed up people they met fucking with their head. i could see how stuff the brings a person down would bring out schizophrenia... i definitely have schizophrenia. i thought it was voice to skull or whatever people call it electromagnetic harassment, but i started to be able to predict when i'd get the hallucinations outside my head with my inner voice, so i knew it was all just a hallucination. i guess that technique doesn't work for everyone and can get frustrating.. i'm not even saying you aren't getting harassed by the government. i'd just tend not to believe it from my own experience... maybe there is people that are targetting you too that aren't the government? it sounds like you just have a history of meeting mean people. there are a ton of totally dick head people out there. i meet them all the time.

i always thought the OP was female from their pics. i dunno. they shaved their eye brows or something? i thought they were drawing some on in some of their pics. i think some people like that style. some people tend to like that. i thought the OP thought it was cool, which comes off as cool to me. i dunno. i thought some of the OP's newer pics hair look pretty cool and like they have some fashion sense. i think they were a brunette and posted a video of her and some blonde dude. maybe i'm remembering a different poster or something.. idk. i wouldn't worry too much about what you look like. if you are that brunette person i'm thinking of, i didn't really notice your nose... if i really look at my own nose, it's crooked, i got hit in the face with a skateboard and used to box. no one really notices it... idk. i at least didn't notice you had a crooked nose in your pics. pretty sure i'm remembering the right poster.

if you find you are experiencing schizophrenia, some of the meds can be pretty chill. i really don't know. i personally don't go for schizophrenic meds cause i like the voices i get whether or not it's V2K or my own mind being schizophrenic... i dunno, with out meds, sometimes the voices can go from being bad and really annoying to chill stuff that sounds like instruments and stuff. idk. like you said, you don't think you have schizophrenia, but it might be worth just thinking about that's what it could be like the other posters are implying.

there is another poster that is set in their ways posting about voice to skull or electromagnetic harassment. idk, there is a long going thread about it.. i think it's funny how this site's general consensus chooses to deal with the issue of people claiming to get harrassed by V2K..

SORRY IF THIS IS OFFENSIVE IN ANYWAY AND I'M PUTTING MY EXPERIENCE ON YOU... I'M NOT IN YOUR SHOES.. I DON"T REALLY GET WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. I KNOW SOME PEOPLE FACE SOME PRETTY HARD STUFF WITH LIFE...
 
how good is the microphone in your phone? Decent? if you have an Apple or another good phone then please download the Redvox infrasound app or Sonic tools. Screen video various readouts from the Redvox readings and just the default reading from the Sonic tools ap and then post your your videos here.

The weapon is clearly registered by both these apps and a quality microphone.

So if you’re actually under assault you can see it and start to have proof.
 
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how do you decipher whether or not it's electro magnetic government harassment or schizophrenia?

i don't know. it sounds like the OP is having a lot of issues with screwed up people they met fucking with their head. i could see how stuff the brings a person down would bring out schizophrenia... i definitely have schizophrenia. i thought it was voice to skull or whatever people call it electromagnetic harassment, but i started to be able to predict when i'd get the hallucinations outside my head with my inner voice, so i knew it was all just a hallucination. i guess that technique doesn't work for everyone and can get frustrating.. i'm not even saying you aren't getting harassed by the government. i'd just tend not to believe it from my own experience... maybe there is people that are targetting you too that aren't the government? it sounds like you just have a history of meeting mean people. there are a ton of totally dick head people out there. i meet them all the time.

i always thought the OP was female from their pics. i dunno. they shaved their eye brows or something? i thought they were drawing some on in some of their pics. i think some people like that style. some people tend to like that. i thought the OP thought it was cool, which comes off as cool to me. i dunno. i thought some of the OP's newer pics hair look pretty cool and like they have some fashion sense. i think they were a brunette and posted a video of her and some blonde dude. maybe i'm remembering a different poster or something.. idk. i wouldn't worry too much about what you look like. if you are that brunette person i'm thinking of, i didn't really notice your nose... if i really look at my own nose, it's crooked, i got hit in the face with a skateboard and used to box. no one really notices it... idk. i at least didn't notice you had a crooked nose in your pics. pretty sure i'm remembering the right poster.

if you find you are experiencing schizophrenia, some of the meds can be pretty chill. i really don't know. i personally don't go for schizophrenic meds cause i like the voices i get whether or not it's V2K or my own mind being schizophrenic... i dunno, with out meds, sometimes the voices can go from being bad and really annoying to chill stuff that sounds like instruments and stuff. idk. like you said, you don't think you have schizophrenia, but it might be worth just thinking about that's what it could be like the other posters are implying.

there is another poster that is set in their ways posting about voice to skull or electromagnetic harassment. idk, there is a long going thread about it.. i think it's funny how this site's general consensus chooses to deal with the issue of people claiming to get harrassed by V2K..

SORRY IF THIS IS OFFENSIVE IN ANYWAY AND I'M PUTTING MY EXPERIENCE ON YOU... I'M NOT IN YOUR SHOES.. I DON"T REALLY GET WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. I KNOW SOME PEOPLE FACE SOME PRETTY HARD STUFF WITH LIFE...
I think I can tell it is electromagnetic bc of the way people I meet interact with the sound. It's not a coincidence, I'm not retarded. The sound is basically and genuinely a 3rd person speaking in the room. I don't know why anyone would be that surprised that the un does this, aren't they bombing each other?

I'm missing my favorite possession which he stole which last time I lost i cut my wrists.

Who would steal something that important?

This guy's behavior combined with the sound was just evil.

No I don't think it's a "cool look" to shave your fucking eyebrows off, who the fuck would? I was manipulated
 
how good is the microphone in your phone? Decent? if you have an Apple or another good phone then please download the Redvox infrasound app or Sonic tools. Screen video various readouts from the Redvox readings and just the default reading from the Sonic tools ap and then post your your videos here.

The weapon is clearly registered by both these apps and a quality microphone.

So if you’re actually under assault you can see it and start to have proof.
Like a microphone for...singing? Lol

I doubt the legitimacy of any government run detection device. I use my brain?

I don't need to seriously even talk to people who don't believe me, that should be obvious

The only point in talking online is inanimate documentation
 
Great, now I had my tourettes in his phone messages, look suspicious

Abuse gave me tourettes, it has literally banned me from public places before yelling shit like nigger

All the celebrities on YouTube and TV are calling me ugly and i had tourettes

I want a gun to blow my fucking brains out. I want to fucking die. Why was I born? Someone please end my life. No one cares how I feel. Everyone rapes me, all my life, my parents made me homeless. My mother is a sociopath, she used me for abuse, I have proof the government put my abusive stepfather into my home to engage in child abuse. My entire adult life was everyone telling me to be homeless and violating me, molesting me, hitting me, and raping me
 
I've been gaslit online with hidden cameras, I know the people online were looking in the room I was in. They were also talking about my shit, my body, and looking at me shit and in my toilet. I know the government puts hidden cameras in where I live. I made a police report once and they did nothing. I went into someone's home who claimed "my parents said I'm allowed to have sex with you" and he was also gaslighting with music about me and youtube videos, other things to ruin my mind with surveillance. I couldn't eat at that time and had chronic pain, I needed a lawyer for ssdi
 
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