how do you decipher whether or not it's electro magnetic government harassment or schizophrenia?
i don't know. it sounds like the OP is having a lot of issues with screwed up people they met fucking with their head. i could see how stuff the brings a person down would bring out schizophrenia... i definitely have schizophrenia. i thought it was voice to skull or whatever people call it electromagnetic harassment, but i started to be able to predict when i'd get the hallucinations outside my head with my inner voice, so i knew it was all just a hallucination. i guess that technique doesn't work for everyone and can get frustrating.. i'm not even saying you aren't getting harassed by the government. i'd just tend not to believe it from my own experience... maybe there is people that are targetting you too that aren't the government? it sounds like you just have a history of meeting mean people. there are a ton of totally dick head people out there. i meet them all the time.
i always thought the OP was female from their pics. i dunno. they shaved their eye brows or something? i thought they were drawing some on in some of their pics. i think some people like that style. some people tend to like that. i thought the OP thought it was cool, which comes off as cool to me. i dunno. i thought some of the OP's newer pics hair look pretty cool and like they have some fashion sense. i think they were a brunette and posted a video of her and some blonde dude. maybe i'm remembering a different poster or something.. idk. i wouldn't worry too much about what you look like. if you are that brunette person i'm thinking of, i didn't really notice your nose... if i really look at my own nose, it's crooked, i got hit in the face with a skateboard and used to box. no one really notices it... idk. i at least didn't notice you had a crooked nose in your pics. pretty sure i'm remembering the right poster.
if you find you are experiencing schizophrenia, some of the meds can be pretty chill. i really don't know. i personally don't go for schizophrenic meds cause i like the voices i get whether or not it's V2K or my own mind being schizophrenic... i dunno, with out meds, sometimes the voices can go from being bad and really annoying to chill stuff that sounds like instruments and stuff. idk. like you said, you don't think you have schizophrenia, but it might be worth just thinking about that's what it could be like the other posters are implying.
there is another poster that is set in their ways posting about voice to skull or electromagnetic harassment. idk, there is a long going thread about it.. i think it's funny how this site's general consensus chooses to deal with the issue of people claiming to get harrassed by V2K..
SORRY IF THIS IS OFFENSIVE IN ANYWAY AND I'M PUTTING MY EXPERIENCE ON YOU... I'M NOT IN YOUR SHOES.. I DON"T REALLY GET WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. I KNOW SOME PEOPLE FACE SOME PRETTY HARD STUFF WITH LIFE...