HeWhoHowls
Bluelighter
That I haven't much ventured the world and learn other ways of living.
son of a gonad changer. . Ok no clue if or how this is gonna turn out as I seem to be experiencing difficulty with writing truck all. In the event this actually appears, biggest regret: At 50 yrs old, I accomplished truck all with my life. Sorrow at having been a HUGE disappointment to Mom, especially as her only child, that my life unfortunately has been a waste in my familie's eyes. They never said it in those cut an dry words, but it's how they look at me,, or don't. I know Mom wishes she had had an abortion after being date raped back in late Dec of 1963 cause although drop dead gorgeous and charming, my birth father was a loser and never worked an honest day in his life. Although I did work 28 years, it was dead end low paying jobs as fear ruled most my life. She has never said so, but I am intuitive to other's feelings and my regret is that Mom did not accept my grandparent's offer of letting them fly her out to a country where abortion was safe and legal. She was/is a damn great stage actress with talents I could only dream of, and she probably would have been a giant success as a stage actress. It was all set for her to go play a lead role in NYC, she was on her way, then the rape and her choice to abandon her career changed all that. I'd take my life back and let her live her dream or try if I could and be grateful all the pain, regret, heartache I caused as well as disappointment erased and we would never have to have felt it.[COLOR="#cc006l6"][/COLOR]
Someone told me today they got this question in an interview once. (Talk about getting put on the spot!) In that spirit, I encourage everyone to post their first and most immediate response, as it's likely to be the most honest.
I think I'd most regret having never written anything of any length (except BL posts).
I'd regret I didn't have at least a few hours so I could take a huge dose of opiates