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Psh addiction is cool as fuck, I'm all like hey man can I borrow some more money I need to enjoy locking myself in my room all weekend. Super cools, bumming butts and nodding or freaking out in public; people be like yo what's wrong with him? He's too cool 4 life. 10 days wo h, really going mental guys.
 
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f33lg00d said:
Psh addiction is cool as fuck, I'm all like hey man can I borrow some more money I need to enjoy locking myself in my room all weekend. Super cools, bumming butts and nodding in public; people be like yo what's wrong with him? He's too cool 4 life. 10 days wo h, really going mental guys.
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haha. but for real, congrats, man! 10 days is great! you using anything else of just staying away from it all? the mental part was always the toughest for me and it's why I stick w/ my subox and my dosage because it gives me a mental break from those cravings I once had. I DO PLAN on getting off subox over the course of the next year or so but as of now I am in no rush because things are going GREAT! dude, I have $7500 in the bank and only been clean for 3.5 months. ha. the day I OD'd I was -600 in my BOA account. I would ALWAYS OVERDRAFT my account for the full $600. at one point they tried to stop me from over-drafting but called the 800 numbers and spoke to some dudes from India and make up some WHACKKKKKKKKKK story how badly I needed the money and that my life was dependent on it and how I would have the account back in the positive once I get paid on Friday.

I get paid ONCE A MONTH NOW -- so all is cool w/o a problem. but if I still had a problem and was only paid once a month I prob would be robbing people. so let's hope that problem stays far, far away. even when using I was getting paid every 2 weeks. the minute I got paid $600 would be cut form the check right away cuz I always over-drafted. legit the money that NEEDED to last 2 WEEKS would only last a couple days. dont get me wrong tho, I still paid my rent/cellphone. but I let all my credit cards sink to the bottom and I am NOW in the MIDDLE OF FILING BANKRUPTCY.
 
Yeah I broke dependence a while ago but went straight back to chipping a ton using coke on off days, now I haven't done coke lately but have been using amphetamine, dextromethorphan, alcohol, benzos, butts, and naturally weed. Sucks, I thankfully haven't ruined my credit yet; good luck bud.
 
thanks, bud. actually meeting w/ my lawyer tomorrow and seeing what is going to be done. its funny cuz to file bankruptcy it costs $1500. but hey, $1500 was only about 10 days of when I used. kinda sad, huh? I wish I had all that money back. damnnnn!
 
when i got strung out i opened up my credit line ( it was secured at the time so i couyld pay it off in full from my savings every month. that ;asted about a month after a started shooting. within like 2 weeks my card was maxed out. only 1500$ but still i was so ashamed for using it ALL in cash advance at an atm that charged me 5.50 when i used it. god i dont mis those days.
 
phoeski said:
when i got strung out i opened up my credit line ( it was secured at the time so i couyld pay it off in full from my savings every month. that ;asted about a month after a started shooting. within like 2 weeks my card was maxed out. only 1500$ but still i was so ashamed for using it ALL in cash advance at an atm that charged me 5.50 when i used it. god i dont mis those days.
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dude, consider yourself lucky. I blew closer to 35-40k on cards but mostly drug based. maybe a few gifts for myself along the way.
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
Actually, def changing my answer to opana and desoxyn.
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This is one of the first Opana's I've seen. I personally love pain pills and mine would be something that's not even around anymore (for me at least). Old Opana's, that were snortable and the old OC OxyContin's, again snortable. Those were the best, IMO. For the record, I used to LOVE weed but just don't have any way of getting it or really smoking it, being the old fart I am. Great memories though. Maybe one day when I retire, that's be nice.
 
right now my answer is def.

weed and bupe. it's what I am on and what I do. I am prescribed the subox so I am not sure if it really even plays part in the getting high from the weed thing but I smoke every night and just chill out, relax, draw, looking at message boards, tattoo designs, watch sports, and just fucking relax. it's def. better than hustling for the needle and nodding out. I am actually enjoying and learning this way. does that make sense? or is that the weed talking from last night?
 
Weed, caffeine if i'm looking at long term health. if i cannot fix my chronic pain, perhaps opana instead of the caff.
 
either oxycodone or actiq (fentanyl citrate "lollipops") and dextroamphetamine
I would really miss my benzos and ambien, but I figure with enough opiates I could sleep well and use low doses to combat any anxiety.
 
ToastedAlmonds said:
either oxycodone or actiq (fentanyl citrate "lollipops") and dextroamphetamine
I would really miss my benzos and ambien, but I figure with enough opiates I could sleep well and use low doses to combat any anxiety.
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are you prescribed all this? sounds like a fun little life there, ha. esp. if all script.
 
Weed as my stable #1.
#2 would either be LSD or heroin, that's a tough choice, depends on if I have to do anything besides drugs in this scenario (like work)
 
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