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If You are Thinking about Suicide, Please Read This

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thanks n30 u kno how to make someone happy, u seem to have that gift thanks dunno y i feel better now <3
 
I checked myself in Mcleans (one of the best psych hospitals in the country), instead of attempting suicide. I'm feeling a lot better, and they changed my meds and it seems like they're working. I'm hoping my suicidal ideations and attempts go away. I just thought I'd share because, there are places out there that can help. I hope anyone considering suicide takes note, and try to get some help before you make a decision and give yourself a chance.
 
I got a bit upset about an hour ago and decided to take a high dose of morphine. I can usually handle up to 300mg. I took 390 (and 3mg clonazepam with a glass of wine earlier). I am coming up hard. If anything happens, I want you all to know that I love you.
 
I am all right. I just got very high. <snip> . I am so sorry, everyone.

Thank you all for the kind words. I love you.
 
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jackie jones said:
I got a bit upset about an hour ago and decided to take a high dose of morphine. I can usually handle up to 300mg. I took 390 (and 3mg clonazepam with a glass of wine earlier). I am coming up hard. If anything happens, I want you all to know that I love you.
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You'll more than likely be fine. I hope you are still OK though, please let us know how it turned out for you. I hope whatever upset you gets better too.
 
Thanks, Captain H.

Yes, I was fine.... really fine, actually. haha. No. Seriously, I just get like that at times. That is why I think I will die of an overdose eventually.

No worries though. Well now.
 
That's why I'm not allowed to keep my medication myself because sometimes I will just take too much on purpose, not usually with opioids though I like to push it but I enjoy them too much to OD on them. Glad you are feeling better JJ. :D
 
xxkcxx said:
i just can't do anything right. i fuck up every relationship and I add nothing to this world. what's the point?
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Hang in there kc, do you journal? Because if you do, you can look at days past and realize that you are capable in having good days.

Everyone makes mistakes, because without them, they wouldn't realize they can overcome it. It is very possible to overcome it. My father is my hero, and he was always there for anything and everything I was crying over.

"To err is human, to forgive is divine", Alexander Pope
 
jackie jones said:
Thanks, Captain H.

Yes, I was fine.... really fine, actually. haha. No. Seriously, I just get like that at times. That is why I think I will die of an overdose eventually.

No worries though. Well now.
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Come on man, please don't do that again :( You're such a good person, and a dear friend to many people on here. It would be absolutely devestating if you OD'd :(
Makes me sad just thinking about it!!
If you ever get in that state again, please talk to someone. You can PM me, you know I'm on every day so I'll get back to you quickly.
Take care dude <3
 
billyswifey said:
You know what? Fuck this.
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Hey there.we haven't met yet.I am skillz.why don't you stick around and talk to me.You are obviously struggling.I may not know your situation,but I DO understand hopelessness.I am a great listener...so stick around awhile and talk.THere are ppl who care in this world-I am a total stranger and I care.you better believe I do.give me a chance-1 chance to listen.in the end,this too shall pass.I'm here,so hit me up.Please.


Much Peace n Love.......................skillz<3
 
billyswifey said:
I can't do this anymore. I don't wanna be alive amongst people who act like I'm already dead.
I need to die....what's the point in being alive?
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you are alive...and part of the beauty of life is that you can prove all those ppl who treat you as of you're already-are wrong.when the odds are against me and no one believes,I fight,just to prove them wrong.this is my life and I have the ability-the choice to change the things that bring me so far down that I can barely move.But I FIGHT...and II get up and get going.One day at a time-one thing at a time.don't give other ppl the power to control how YOU see yourself.don't take on their negative energy.you have friends here...and many more to come.so stay with us.stay with me and chat.

peace n love to you.................skillz<3
 
I just woke from a most amazing dream sequence. I know now. No sorrow. I am looking forward to what I have to do. It was like I was still myself, in another world. It felt like home in a way I was not able to comprehend. I keep using all my energy in this life looking for my one, and she is not here. I have these dreams so rarely, and wake in such a state of peace and love, which inevitably leads to the thought 'why am I still here?'. Like I have a journey to make. I am incredibly excited about this. My main worries are gone - I do not want to not be myself and away from my loved ones. We are all going, and never stop being ourselves or together at some time. Different worlds. Different possibilities.

So. I never thought I would go out by firearm. I do not even have a gun, yet always have one readily available. They are easier to get than drugs, come to think of it. I have tried the overdose method more times than I can remember, and to be truthful, may not be able to go that way because I like to get high too much. So do I'll do it sober, when I wake from one of these dreams. I know I will do it then. Take out my brain stem. Quick like. While I am still in that immediate post-dream state when all I desire is to go there again.
 
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best frnd hung self. Scarz stil evn aftr all thez yrz later. Peace & luv.
 
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