Hello,
I'm 34m with a host of medical issues that are no longer resolvable and I have lost my resolve. I also have mental issues that are a death sentence in and of itself. I'm too tired to just manage, and I don't think that I was ever able to really manage.
I'm going to take my life in the very near future and thsi is something that's been brewing for years now. I'm only asking of you guys, what would be the best way for me to go.
I have Sodium Nitrite and I can get Fentanyl pills (Fentora). I can get Benzos and all the rest to accomondate each method.
What I don't want is to be left with irreversible damage, damage that would be too much for this decomposing body and mind. I'm asking you what would be the most lethal way for one to go while minimizing suffering during and after. I can manage the pain. I have had pain my entire life.. but if I can just spend my last minutes without pain it would be preferred.
I'm opioid naive. Completely. I also have genetics mutations in the genes that are responsible to metabolize opiods.
Please, I'm only asking for some little guidance. To know that i'm making the right decision between what's available. I appreciate any type of response and help. Bless you all.
I'm 34m with a host of medical issues that are no longer resolvable and I have lost my resolve. I also have mental issues that are a death sentence in and of itself. I'm too tired to just manage, and I don't think that I was ever able to really manage.
I'm going to take my life in the very near future and thsi is something that's been brewing for years now. I'm only asking of you guys, what would be the best way for me to go.
I have Sodium Nitrite and I can get Fentanyl pills (Fentora). I can get Benzos and all the rest to accomondate each method.
What I don't want is to be left with irreversible damage, damage that would be too much for this decomposing body and mind. I'm asking you what would be the most lethal way for one to go while minimizing suffering during and after. I can manage the pain. I have had pain my entire life.. but if I can just spend my last minutes without pain it would be preferred.
I'm opioid naive. Completely. I also have genetics mutations in the genes that are responsible to metabolize opiods.
Please, I'm only asking for some little guidance. To know that i'm making the right decision between what's available. I appreciate any type of response and help. Bless you all.
